Yes, im naked.
Ahaha but i miss these times.
Ahaha but i miss these times.
'me and alice are going to get married one day' nwahhhh.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Away away away
ill scared of going away.
to wellington for a week,
i know things will change.
this thing will turn into you guys liking each other.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
you were talking about how some times he didnt feel like talking and some times he did;
i said straight back, yeah i know. I have done this before you.
Yes he used to text me all like time with little smileys
and we made little plans and wrote them on our pages.
i have been there, and done fucking just that.
nothings fucking new.
every bodys used goods.
to wellington for a week,
i know things will change.
this thing will turn into you guys liking each other.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
how could you.
you were talking about how some times he didnt feel like talking and some times he did;
i said straight back, yeah i know. I have done this before you.
Yes he used to text me all like time with little smileys
and we made little plans and wrote them on our pages.
i have been there, and done fucking just that.
nothings fucking new.
every bodys used goods.
Monday, April 6, 2009
fillabong
Tuhoro called him self fat D:
I got angry at him.
I am too tired for words.
imustgo
or i think i might die.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Welcome to heartbrake;
Welcome to heartbrake
OKay;
right now im going through the 'fix up look sharp'
stage.
Im trying to be real happy.
Find things about me that people dont like.. and well try to change tbh.
Every ones like ' no dont change you dont need to'
But it still bugs me in my brain that you said i bitch to much.
Thats my reason for change.
I thought we were all good now,
but maybe i was just making my self think that.
You moved me down,
You dont understand why its a big deal.
It isnt for you.
But for me.
You should have just pushed me over, and watch her step over me.
I wont cry,
i wont cry no more.
Tuhoros amazing,
Even though we only talk in one class.
It makes me happy,
like im wanted.
we have good lols
We're two different people but i like that :}
We just had a weird thing when i told you i liked you.
And then you were all like would you go there.
It all went to fast.
You know we wouldnt see each other cuzz you live in rolleston. :/
FLASH YOUR TITTIES
I cant stand this
I want to rip my face off.
Then cry till im dry.
This isnt about me liking you,
this is about our friendship.
Ive worked so hard on all my friend friendships and with just a few comments and loves you can get into peoples top friends.
You so lucky.
You dont know how beautiful you are.
You dont know how perfect you are.
You can get any one.
But im unwanted and lying on the ground with dirt on my face.
No one looks at me.
No one bothers.
OKay;
right now im going through the 'fix up look sharp'
stage.
Im trying to be real happy.
Find things about me that people dont like.. and well try to change tbh.
Every ones like ' no dont change you dont need to'
But it still bugs me in my brain that you said i bitch to much.
Thats my reason for change.
I thought we were all good now,
but maybe i was just making my self think that.
You moved me down,
You dont understand why its a big deal.
It isnt for you.
But for me.
You should have just pushed me over, and watch her step over me.
I wont cry,
i wont cry no more.
Tuhoros amazing,
Even though we only talk in one class.
It makes me happy,
like im wanted.
we have good lols
We're two different people but i like that :}
We just had a weird thing when i told you i liked you.
And then you were all like would you go there.
It all went to fast.
You know we wouldnt see each other cuzz you live in rolleston. :/
FLASH YOUR TITTIES
I cant stand this
I want to rip my face off.
Then cry till im dry.
This isnt about me liking you,
this is about our friendship.
Ive worked so hard on all my friend friendships and with just a few comments and loves you can get into peoples top friends.
You so lucky.
You dont know how beautiful you are.
You dont know how perfect you are.
You can get any one.
But im unwanted and lying on the ground with dirt on my face.
No one looks at me.
No one bothers.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
well i have no chocolate in my bellybutton.
Im happy.
(: very happy indeed.
Couldnt cba trying to help any one.
Cuzz im happy
and fuck all.
Weekeend is going to be long.
But good.
im happy.
So who cares.
If im happy, well every one else dont matter.
(: very happy indeed.
Couldnt cba trying to help any one.
Cuzz im happy
and fuck all.
Weekeend is going to be long.
But good.
im happy.
So who cares.
If im happy, well every one else dont matter.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Homopants
Alice:I wasnt going to give your love, i cant
Hamish: U homopants
Alice:I dont have pants on. So your homopants !
Hamish: Niether do i so shame
Alice: awh fuck. No ones homopants
Hamish: dam
:) ehehehee
Hamish: U homopants
Alice:I dont have pants on. So your homopants !
Hamish: Niether do i so shame
Alice: awh fuck. No ones homopants
Hamish: dam
:) ehehehee
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Meandmyheartgotissues
Dropped my phone in the toilet, i just needed to pee so badly.
Parents are fighting more often.
I really am sick of falling asleep to dad yelling at mum, then mum going into annas room and crying her eyes out to her.
Iwantittoend.
Or me being a little kid and not knowing whats going on.
I dont know if its best they stay together.
But mums to weak, shes only got dad.
' love you forever, through the worst'
There are some things going on in my life
1. hamish; i really dont get you. Two greatest days were the days we were nice to me. This is just a crush.But im sick of always having to think of you. I just would once that we'd be fine. Why do i say that? you make me happy, so happy. Its simple. But you want nothing to do with me. Spreading around that im a bitch raa raa. You have no idea what thats makes me feel. Remember when i said i loved you. HA ! god i was so stupid. But your just a fagface now. And im jealous of talking to talia and callan and every other fucking girl you talk to. Now theress that lauren chick. Obv she likes you. Obv you like her. She reminds me of me when we first met. You were my 'him' and still are. This is the lamness stupidest lame fucking sadest part of my life.. Anna asked think of what makes you happy; only thing i thought of was hamish.
2. Kaylah; you are really annoying with me with forgeting the head phones for a whole two weeks. grrr its not that fucking hard to put some head phones into your bag at night. Fuck stop thinking about your hair or how much make ups on your fucking face. oh no wait your prob making out with some random guys at a party.
3. Ryan(pap); whywhywhywhwyhwywhywhwyhwyhwyw i wish i was older, and i wasnt scared of talking to you at school.
4. Ryan (rolleston); im hoping at our day in town will be the bestest. I feel like hanging with some one i can talk to. and just relax since i have no worrys. {: i really cant wait. I what a bigg hugg mr.
Im reading the saddest book about a girl going out with a guy that hurts her :/ 'Meet Me At The Boathouse'
Parents are fighting more often.
I really am sick of falling asleep to dad yelling at mum, then mum going into annas room and crying her eyes out to her.
Iwantittoend.
Or me being a little kid and not knowing whats going on.
I dont know if its best they stay together.
But mums to weak, shes only got dad.
' love you forever, through the worst'
There are some things going on in my life
1. hamish; i really dont get you. Two greatest days were the days we were nice to me. This is just a crush.But im sick of always having to think of you. I just would once that we'd be fine. Why do i say that? you make me happy, so happy. Its simple. But you want nothing to do with me. Spreading around that im a bitch raa raa. You have no idea what thats makes me feel. Remember when i said i loved you. HA ! god i was so stupid. But your just a fagface now. And im jealous of talking to talia and callan and every other fucking girl you talk to. Now theress that lauren chick. Obv she likes you. Obv you like her. She reminds me of me when we first met. You were my 'him' and still are. This is the lamness stupidest lame fucking sadest part of my life.. Anna asked think of what makes you happy; only thing i thought of was hamish.
2. Kaylah; you are really annoying with me with forgeting the head phones for a whole two weeks. grrr its not that fucking hard to put some head phones into your bag at night. Fuck stop thinking about your hair or how much make ups on your fucking face. oh no wait your prob making out with some random guys at a party.
3. Ryan(pap); whywhywhywhwyhwywhywhwyhwyhwyw i wish i was older, and i wasnt scared of talking to you at school.
4. Ryan (rolleston); im hoping at our day in town will be the bestest. I feel like hanging with some one i can talk to. and just relax since i have no worrys. {: i really cant wait. I what a bigg hugg mr.
Im reading the saddest book about a girl going out with a guy that hurts her :/ 'Meet Me At The Boathouse'
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Looking for love?
I happy.
but confused
im sick
but im well..
I cant really be bothered going to school.. so i said i was sick.
I am sick, but i could go to school.
I just want to sit on the computer the whole day.. and drink water from my bathroom tap.
Even though its rank and warm.
Callan - i feel like i never see or talk to you any more
Talia - your wonderful
Tyler- i miss you, but why are you changing?
Ryan - i want to talk to you on the phone again for an hour
Nathan - i want your brothers penis
Hamish - ....
I want to add randoms on bebo.. and talk to them (:
I want more people on msn..
so i might get more peoples msn
I smell.
ewww
but confused
im sick
but im well..
I cant really be bothered going to school.. so i said i was sick.
I am sick, but i could go to school.
I just want to sit on the computer the whole day.. and drink water from my bathroom tap.
Even though its rank and warm.
Callan - i feel like i never see or talk to you any more
Talia - your wonderful
Tyler- i miss you, but why are you changing?
Ryan - i want to talk to you on the phone again for an hour
Nathan - i want your brothers penis
Hamish - ....
I want to add randoms on bebo.. and talk to them (:
I want more people on msn..
so i might get more peoples msn
I smell.
ewww
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
All i ever wanted.
I remember when we met.I was going to sleep at your house for new years. i had just met you. and tyler was drunk.. and i was real shy and trying to be all cool with you on msn. i was trying hard to get it to worrrkk.in the end we never up meeting till like a few weeks later.
I rememeber when you called me at like 2 in the morning and we sat talking till like 5.. i dont even remember what we were talking about. We were so closeish then
I remember i texted you every morning and you'd text back at about 12:15.. weird how i remember every thing about us.
I thought you were the most amazing guy. I was foolish and hadnt even met you. I starting liking you the first night we talked. Till like... 5.
You liked me, i liked you.
I warned you, i warned you i would screw up your life.
But i think you screwed mine.. Now you left me. Stopping us talking. Yes if you ask:
i do think about you every day.
i do miss you like crazy.
remember we when first first met at the bus exchange. First thing i ever said to you: well this is awkward
and when you and tyler went home you gave me a hard gangster hand shake and boned me in the boob. *ouch*
I didnt know if i liked you still.
oijfogpnbhidfhbsgfb
wow why i am writing this
prob since your still a big part of my life.
this doesnt mean any thing.
but me ranting
this is great.
I rememeber when you called me at like 2 in the morning and we sat talking till like 5.. i dont even remember what we were talking about. We were so closeish then
I remember i texted you every morning and you'd text back at about 12:15.. weird how i remember every thing about us.
I thought you were the most amazing guy. I was foolish and hadnt even met you. I starting liking you the first night we talked. Till like... 5.
You liked me, i liked you.
I warned you, i warned you i would screw up your life.
But i think you screwed mine.. Now you left me. Stopping us talking. Yes if you ask:
i do think about you every day.
i do miss you like crazy.
remember we when first first met at the bus exchange. First thing i ever said to you: well this is awkward
and when you and tyler went home you gave me a hard gangster hand shake and boned me in the boob. *ouch*
I didnt know if i liked you still.
oijfogpnbhidfhbsgfb
wow why i am writing this
prob since your still a big part of my life.
this doesnt mean any thing.
but me ranting
this is great.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Ryans phone turns off and on..
im talking to ryan on the phone :)
its interesting
cuzz im alone.
every ones away
im reaaalll tired
i saw nathan and talia today in towwn.
ummm yeaaah.
that didnt go very well.
its interesting
cuzz im alone.
every ones away
im reaaalll tired
i saw nathan and talia today in towwn.
ummm yeaaah.
that didnt go very well.
Friday, February 20, 2009
hey rachels on 300
Last night.
WOWAZZZ
i watched saw 4
and got reaaaal scared ._.
and had to turn on the light cuzz i was scared of the black man
oh no!
they just kicked the rachels into the massive black whole in 300 O:
yum painted on abs
ahhhhhh wrinkly old man
lmao when mum came into my room last night
she was like: whens anna coming home
it was likw 10:30
and im like isnt she staying at matts
turns out she never told them bahahahaahahaaaa
man those wrinkly people are ugly on 300
eeep so much yelling geez
what guess what:
i got my period
i think the reason im so moody is cuzz i was hardxcore pmsing
I kept blocking and un blocking hamish and moved him down to 9th on my top friends
I couldnt be bothered trying to fix things thb
but later on that night
and un blocked him and asked if he'd talk to me cuzz i was scared of saw 4
he ended up like not talking
then leaving.
OMG AHHH I SAW HER NIPPPLE
hey guess what talia saw tedddy topless.
fat as ginger chicks nipple ;)
f u c k y e a h
LOLAZ yesterday when we were in class and tuhoro pulled my chair out for me\
i was like O: what the hell
man im sick
its gay
cuzz im all raaaaank
omg shes nakeddd!!
i see her nippple
this movie is strange.
too many nipples tbh
there having sex
and anal
and sex
and ive seen her nipple 40986754 times
but no penis
dispointing.
HEY ITS THAT GUY FROM LORD OF THE RINGS!
no need for yelling geez
im starting to get confused latley.
who i like, and who i want to be around
hot gates ;)
old men lolizza
i want to make a high waisted skirt thats black and white with big black buttons.
it'll be awesomee!
Annas doing an icreate thing; and its a couple. Im the chick, but we havent decicded on the guy yet.... Cuuzz it'll be like being a couple.. then we brake up. I cant wait and all.. but whos gona be the guy !??! ^_^ I wanna wear a reeal nice dress.. foral.. flowing...
Tyler texted me.
*icthes face*
Everyones died in this city on 300
*pile of pots fall over*
NOO ITS CHILD
okay hes dead.
they found the villages!
there all deeaad :O
shameeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
upsidedown
i feeel my life slowly clip cliping away
soon it will crack
cried today
i dont know why
i think i thought of you
ive been thinking of you for the whole 5 days you didnt talk to me
ill prob think about you for the next 5 days you wont talk to me.
this has been ended... i tihnk
this war has to end some day
soon ill die from effort.
soon it will crack
cried today
i dont know why
i think i thought of you
ive been thinking of you for the whole 5 days you didnt talk to me
ill prob think about you for the next 5 days you wont talk to me.
this has been ended... i tihnk
this war has to end some day
soon ill die from effort.
Monday, February 16, 2009
I feel like taking back.
Lol.
Liam
I felt like copying some shit hes said to me.
First time we talked O.O
[21:15] ballin: whats up?
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: uhhhh
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i'm eyes hurt.
[21:16] ballin: Eyes hurt?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: crying.
[21:16] ballin: naww.. whats the matter?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: life is shit.
[21:16] ballin: no it's not..
[21:16] ballin: whats wrong?
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: grounded
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i don't how how to fix it.
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: or any thing else in my life.
[21:19] ballin: it's only grounded, that'll get better :}
[21:19] ballin: and, dude look on the bright side, and positives if things are down,
[21:19] ballin: trust me, i should know.
[21:20] alice: but i guess it's more than that aee
[21:20] ballin: whats the matter though?
[21:20] ballin: you don't got to talk to me bout it..
[21:20] ballin: but..
[21:20] ballin: it helps sometimes,
[21:20] alice: i've just sorta waken up.
[21:20] alice: & realised.
[21:21] ballin: realisesd?
[21:21] ballin: realised*
[21:21] alice: many things
[21:21] ballin: like..?
[21:21] alice: -thinking
[21:22] alice: life is going so fast.
[21:22] ballin: is it?
[21:22] ballin: well, slow it down..
[21:22] ballin: be thankful for the simple things
[21:23] ballin: the every day things..
[21:23] ballin: you knowm,
[21:23] ballin: like..
[21:23] alice: thats what i'm doing.
[21:23] ballin: if it seems like things are going to fast for you,
[21:23] ballin: just.. throw that away,
[21:23] ballin: and focus on what matters
[21:23] ballin: family, friends, etc.
[21:23] alice: i'm kinda cleaning.
[21:23] ballin: cleaning?
[21:23] alice: washing all the bad stuff away.
[21:24] alice: & coming clean/
[21:24] ballin: Cleansing, enlightenment, (Y)
[21:24] ballin: coming clean?
[21:24] alice: mmm
[21:26] ballin: naww.
[21:26] alice: not like lies.
[21:27] alice: trying to find out who i am.
[21:27] ballin: hey..
[21:27] ballin: it's good your doing that..
[21:27] ballin: but don't let it take over you, you know?
[21:27] ballin: trust me.. i've been there and done that before..
[21:27] ballin: it sometimes makes you over-think things..
[21:27] alice: being myself, not some bitch that my friend is
[21:27] ballin: well thats good.
[21:28] alice: soo
[21:28] ballin: anything you wanna talk about?
[21:28] alice: you.
[21:28] ballin: what about me.
[21:29] alice: well i have no idea who you are.
[21:29] ballin: let's keep it that way.
[21:30] alice: i feel so empty now, that i just poured all out that to anna & my rents :|
[21:30] ballin: what'd you tell them?
[21:31] alice: coz then they'll know
[21:31] alice: & make it easyer for me.
[21:31] ballin: whatd you tell them..
[21:31] alice: that i'm trying really hard to change
[21:32] alice: & i want to get better.
[21:32] ballin: hey, alice..
[21:32] ballin: i'm sure theres NOTHING about you you need to change..
[21:32] ballin: you seem like a really cool person..
[21:32] ballin: dont be so hard on yourself.
[21:32] alice: [:
[21:32] alice: thankyou.
[21:33] ballin: no problem.
[21:33] alice: i'm just thinking oh god i'm so emo i wanna kill my self, but thats just shit.
[21:33] ballin: don't.
[21:33] ballin: and don't even joke about that..
[21:33] alice: mm my friend does it ALL the time
[21:33] alice: & she's a big bitch
[21:34] ballin: i don't like that.
[21:34] ballin: Personal experiences with it, and i dont like those who joke about it..
[21:34] ballin: or say tehre gunna but are just looking for attention
[21:34] ballin: (I havnt tried it, btw, just to clear that up)
[21:34] alice: she sorta rubbed off on me
[21:35] alice: aw why?
[21:35] ballin: a really close mate of mine meadow,
[21:35] ballin: i just had to help her through alot of things..
[21:35] ballin: and had some real tough times with her,
[21:35] alice: yeapp i know about her.
[21:35] ballin: what..?
[21:35] ballin: what do you know?
[21:36] alice: you were talking about her on the bus.
[21:37] ballin: oh,
[21:37] ballin: right.
[21:37] alice: remember
[21:37] ballin: yeah, i do.
[21:37] alice: dammit people always forgot i'm there :|
[21:37] ballin: i didnt forget you were there, i just didnt know what u meant..
[21:38] ballin: dude i thought you were like one of annas mates.. i was like.. oh shet.
[21:38] ballin: x]
[21:38] alice: lol
[21:38] alice: yes i was like lol
[21:38] alice: about what you txted her
[21:38] alice: whos your mate?
[21:38] ballin: XD
[21:39] alice: i was like yusss
[21:39] alice: i look old
[21:39] alice: *older
[21:39] ballin: :D
[21:39] alice: but thats not a good thing.
[21:39] ballin: how old are you..?
[21:39] alice: LOL
[21:39] alice: mmmmmm you don't wanna know
[21:39] ballin: 12?
[21:39] alice: lol yeapp
[21:39] alice: lame
[21:39] ballin: when you turn 13?
[21:40] alice: umm 4 th of jan
[21:40] alice: next year
[21:40] ballin: :-O
[21:40] ballin: wow shit!
[21:40] alice: I KNOW!!
[21:40] ballin: yo like my sisters age...
[21:41] alice: people think i'm 14 :x
[21:41] alice: lol what school?
[21:41] ballin: casebrook.
[21:41] alice: ohhyeah
[21:41] alice: *ohh
[21:41] alice: no yeah..
[21:41] ballin: x]
[21:41] alice: cute.
[21:42] ballin: hah.. sure.. :P
[21:42] alice: lol my friend was like awww alice your so cute today in tech i was um yeahh :/
[21:43] ballin: haha, awwuh :P
[21:43] ballin: yo, whats annas msn?
[21:44] alice: findanna-@hotmail.com
[21:44] alice: so what happened today for you?
[21:45] ballin: fuck all.. wbu?
[21:46] alice: i was staving all day, & i had to paint stupid fruit all my lunch for wearable arts :/ fun
[21:46] alice: *starving
[21:46] ballin: wearable arts.. good times xD
[21:46] alice: sorta
[21:46] alice: its all nerds B)
[21:47] ballin: shaddap oi
[21:47] alice: there all like blah blah omg books blah blah MUMMA MIA!
[21:48] alice: omg i was like righht mumma mia..
[21:48] alice: they weere like OMG i LOVED it! it was wonderful.
[21:48] ballin: i loved it, XD
[21:48] alice: yes, you sang along to all the songs aswell (:
[21:49] ballin: yeah i was like this ghost knight, dressed in black.. with a mask painted white and a spear
[21:49] ballin: :)
[21:51] alice: :/
[21:51] alice: dammit Tuesday.. i hate Tuesday >;(
[21:51] ballin: same,
[21:51] ballin: cos then i have to go to dads
[21:51] ballin: and do these fucking quotes.
[21:52] ballin: invoices*
[21:54] alice: i have to do extension fabric, then wearable arts, & then maybe some p.e in there >;( dammit
[21:56] ballin: guttterreedd oiii
[21:56] ballin: what school u going to next year?
[21:57] alice: pap.
[21:57] alice: duhhh
[21:58] ballin: haha cool, see u there x]
[21:58] alice: lol a mini anna running around
[21:58] ballin: um.. noty.
[21:59] alice: lol
[21:59] alice: i'll prob be taller than her [:
[22:00] ballin: lmao! i'll be year 11..
[22:00] ballin: ill be year 12,
[22:01] ballin: but ill actually be year 11.
[22:01] ballin: cos i got pushed up
[22:01] alice: lol rapist.
[22:01] ballin: if that makes sense
[22:01] ballin: what?
[22:01] alice: erm no.
[22:01] alice: dwwww
[22:01] ballin: lol no what..
[22:01] ballin: well this year im in year 11.. but im supposed to be a year 10.
[22:01] alice: ohh kkk
[22:01] ballin: (:
[22:02] alice: i'll be in erm year 9
[22:02] ballin: i know that.
[22:02] alice: gayyy
[22:02] ballin: why gay?
[22:03] alice: coz everyone will be like oooh shun the year 9s!!
[22:04] ballin: haha turd.. :P nah its nto actually like that..
[22:04] ballin: some of them are like really aggitating..
[22:05] alice: yay i'm getting a hair cut on thursday (:
[22:05] ballin: =D what u getting
[22:05] alice: erm new fringe
[22:06] ballin: how?
[22:06] alice: i have a reallyyyy long piss fringe
[22:06] ballin: XD.
[22:06] ballin: get short.
[22:06] ballin: :}
[22:06] ballin: il-girls with short hair.
[22:06] alice: so its getting cut choppy & layyered
[22:06] alice: NO WAYY!
[22:06] alice: i did that once :/
[22:06] alice: bad idea
[22:06] alice: but its wasn't short short
[22:07] alice: it went all UIFBFGNJB
[22:07] ballin: :P
[22:07] alice: curlyy
[22:08] ballin: haha awh,
[22:08] ballin: im off oi.
[22:08] ballin: nice talking2u
[22:08] alice: kk bye [:
[22:08] ballin: later homie, xx
[20:09] alice: rofl i had hip-hop today, god i sucked.
[20:10] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: lol xD
[20:10] alice: i was like mmm i feel very tall.
[20:10] alice: coz i was with the short people.
[20:11] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ohhh ae
[20:11] alice: also i didn't remember any of it :x
[20:12] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: we did that for pe too
[20:12] alice: rofl hip-hop?
[20:14] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: yeah
[20:14] alice: lol-pictures you doing hip-hop-
[20:15] alice: -cracks up laughing-
[20:15] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: fuck u nigga.
[20:15] alice: -goes to the emo corner -
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: k gud
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: *Stays in the emo corner*
[20:16] alice: ;o but coreys there
[20:16] alice: AHH
[20:16] alice: -runs away from corey-
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: corey can suck my dick
[20:17] alice: lol he would like it l
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ...
[20:17] alice: mm
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: so would u.
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: [:
[20:17] alice: LAMO!!
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: im pretty sure,
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: theres not one person who wouldnt
[20:18] alice: -laughing hard out-
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Staind - Everything changes, outside, so far away, right here waiting.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: k?
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: downloda them
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: make sure u do.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: So far away and outside are the best tho
[20:23] alice: mm ok
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and.. we can listen to them at the same time :D
20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: do u like BMTH?
[20:24] alice: yeapp
[20:24] alice: wait what/
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: bring me the horizon.
[20:24] alice: no
[20:24] alice: NO!
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck u then ur gay
[20:24] alice: soryy never heard them :(
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: SHE STARTS HER NEW DIET.. OF..
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: LIQUER, AND DICK!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: PRAY./.
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FOR..
[20:25] alice: ahh -goes cries-
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING.. PLAGGGGGGGGGEUS!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SON GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO DOES SHE!!!!!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SUN GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO.. DOES SHEEEEEEEE!!
[20:25] alice: mmmm liqueur YUM
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING *SCREAMS SCREAMO UNTIL I FALL DOWN AND DIEZ*
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Btmh - started screamo.
[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck, i wish you werent annas sister
[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and were older, lol.
[20:35] alice: ;o
[20:35] alice: whoa
[20:35] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: dont tell her i said that.
[18:04] Christchurch has been infected.: cocnaine lol
[18:05] you kiss like cocnaine: hi [;
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: Spell it right.
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: it's gonna annoy me.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: kk.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: ohhhkk
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: COCAINE
[18:07] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: better.
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: ;D
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: ITS NOT THAT ANY MORE!
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: gahh so bored.
[18:08] Christchurch has been infected.: I'm macking Lauren
[18:08] alice: uhuh.
[18:08] alice: thats nice dear.
[18:09] Christchurch has been infected.: :]
[18:09] alice: rightt.
[18:09] alice: what are some of bring me to the horizon songs?
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: bring me the horizon*
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: um,
[18:10] alice: OHHHKK
[18:10] alice: lolol
[18:10] alice: got it now.
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: pray for plagues, traitors never play hangman, i used to make out with medusa, tell slater not to wash his dick.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: oh and Liquor and love lost.
[18:11] alice: mmm kk :|
[18:11] alice: downloading songs.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: yeah g.
[18:11] alice: trying to find songs..
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: what sort you want?
[18:12] don't let me fall.: i'm liking techo right now
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: hmm.
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: Sandstorm - Darude
[18:13] don't let me fall.: got that xD
[18:13] Christchurch has been infected.: ;]
[18:14] don't let me fall.: i'm gona be alone in my house tonight D:
[18:15] Christchurch has been infected.: same lol
[18:16] alice.: i wanted to go with anna.
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: where they going
[18:16] alice.: anna?
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: ye
[18:17] alice.: idk
[18:17] alice.: she's going to get wasted
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: lolmeannnnnn
[18:17] alice.: haydens mates party
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: grace?
[18:18] alice.: she worn my top i was going to wear to hayens/
[18:18] alice.: idk.
[18:18] Christchurch has been infected.: buggerrr lol? what top is it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: i have nearly worn it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: my black thingy one
[18:19] let me burn & die.: was keeping it for haydens XD
[18:20] let me burn & die.: *never
[18:20] Christchurch has been infected.: lol, dam anna.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: lol wdf POD did thriller last night
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: gorgeous song.
[18:21] let me burn & die.: hope she dodn
[18:21] let me burn & die.: yes!
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: ?
[18:21] let me burn & die.: whats it called?
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: just watch it.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: Christian rock ftw!
[18:22] let me burn & die.: I CANT
[18:22] let me burn & die.: cuzz i cant go on tubeyou XD
[18:22] let me burn & die.: my dads downloading music.
[18:23] Christchurch has been infected.: Will you be there- Skillet
[18:24] let me burn & die.: ok.
[18:24] let me burn & die.: [:
[18:25] let me burn & die.: rofl when my dad listens to the songs i'm geting he's going to me lke ok...
[18:25] let me burn & die.: XD
[18:26] Christchurch has been infected.: roflmao, it can be our song yes?
Really cba reading any more
or putting any more on
Liam
I felt like copying some shit hes said to me.
First time we talked O.O
[21:15] ballin: whats up?
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: uhhhh
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i'm eyes hurt.
[21:16] ballin: Eyes hurt?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: crying.
[21:16] ballin: naww.. whats the matter?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: life is shit.
[21:16] ballin: no it's not..
[21:16] ballin: whats wrong?
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: grounded
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i don't how how to fix it.
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: or any thing else in my life.
[21:19] ballin: it's only grounded, that'll get better :}
[21:19] ballin: and, dude look on the bright side, and positives if things are down,
[21:19] ballin: trust me, i should know.
[21:20] alice: but i guess it's more than that aee
[21:20] ballin: whats the matter though?
[21:20] ballin: you don't got to talk to me bout it..
[21:20] ballin: but..
[21:20] ballin: it helps sometimes,
[21:20] alice: i've just sorta waken up.
[21:20] alice: & realised.
[21:21] ballin: realisesd?
[21:21] ballin: realised*
[21:21] alice: many things
[21:21] ballin: like..?
[21:21] alice: -thinking
[21:22] alice: life is going so fast.
[21:22] ballin: is it?
[21:22] ballin: well, slow it down..
[21:22] ballin: be thankful for the simple things
[21:23] ballin: the every day things..
[21:23] ballin: you knowm,
[21:23] ballin: like..
[21:23] alice: thats what i'm doing.
[21:23] ballin: if it seems like things are going to fast for you,
[21:23] ballin: just.. throw that away,
[21:23] ballin: and focus on what matters
[21:23] ballin: family, friends, etc.
[21:23] alice: i'm kinda cleaning.
[21:23] ballin: cleaning?
[21:23] alice: washing all the bad stuff away.
[21:24] alice: & coming clean/
[21:24] ballin: Cleansing, enlightenment, (Y)
[21:24] ballin: coming clean?
[21:24] alice: mmm
[21:26] ballin: naww.
[21:26] alice: not like lies.
[21:27] alice: trying to find out who i am.
[21:27] ballin: hey..
[21:27] ballin: it's good your doing that..
[21:27] ballin: but don't let it take over you, you know?
[21:27] ballin: trust me.. i've been there and done that before..
[21:27] ballin: it sometimes makes you over-think things..
[21:27] alice: being myself, not some bitch that my friend is
[21:27] ballin: well thats good.
[21:28] alice: soo
[21:28] ballin: anything you wanna talk about?
[21:28] alice: you.
[21:28] ballin: what about me.
[21:29] alice: well i have no idea who you are.
[21:29] ballin: let's keep it that way.
[21:30] alice: i feel so empty now, that i just poured all out that to anna & my rents :|
[21:30] ballin: what'd you tell them?
[21:31] alice: coz then they'll know
[21:31] alice: & make it easyer for me.
[21:31] ballin: whatd you tell them..
[21:31] alice: that i'm trying really hard to change
[21:32] alice: & i want to get better.
[21:32] ballin: hey, alice..
[21:32] ballin: i'm sure theres NOTHING about you you need to change..
[21:32] ballin: you seem like a really cool person..
[21:32] ballin: dont be so hard on yourself.
[21:32] alice: [:
[21:32] alice: thankyou.
[21:33] ballin: no problem.
[21:33] alice: i'm just thinking oh god i'm so emo i wanna kill my self, but thats just shit.
[21:33] ballin: don't.
[21:33] ballin: and don't even joke about that..
[21:33] alice: mm my friend does it ALL the time
[21:33] alice: & she's a big bitch
[21:34] ballin: i don't like that.
[21:34] ballin: Personal experiences with it, and i dont like those who joke about it..
[21:34] ballin: or say tehre gunna but are just looking for attention
[21:34] ballin: (I havnt tried it, btw, just to clear that up)
[21:34] alice: she sorta rubbed off on me
[21:35] alice: aw why?
[21:35] ballin: a really close mate of mine meadow,
[21:35] ballin: i just had to help her through alot of things..
[21:35] ballin: and had some real tough times with her,
[21:35] alice: yeapp i know about her.
[21:35] ballin: what..?
[21:35] ballin: what do you know?
[21:36] alice: you were talking about her on the bus.
[21:37] ballin: oh,
[21:37] ballin: right.
[21:37] alice: remember
[21:37] ballin: yeah, i do.
[21:37] alice: dammit people always forgot i'm there :|
[21:37] ballin: i didnt forget you were there, i just didnt know what u meant..
[21:38] ballin: dude i thought you were like one of annas mates.. i was like.. oh shet.
[21:38] ballin: x]
[21:38] alice: lol
[21:38] alice: yes i was like lol
[21:38] alice: about what you txted her
[21:38] alice: whos your mate?
[21:38] ballin: XD
[21:39] alice: i was like yusss
[21:39] alice: i look old
[21:39] alice: *older
[21:39] ballin: :D
[21:39] alice: but thats not a good thing.
[21:39] ballin: how old are you..?
[21:39] alice: LOL
[21:39] alice: mmmmmm you don't wanna know
[21:39] ballin: 12?
[21:39] alice: lol yeapp
[21:39] alice: lame
[21:39] ballin: when you turn 13?
[21:40] alice: umm 4 th of jan
[21:40] alice: next year
[21:40] ballin: :-O
[21:40] ballin: wow shit!
[21:40] alice: I KNOW!!
[21:40] ballin: yo like my sisters age...
[21:41] alice: people think i'm 14 :x
[21:41] alice: lol what school?
[21:41] ballin: casebrook.
[21:41] alice: ohhyeah
[21:41] alice: *ohh
[21:41] alice: no yeah..
[21:41] ballin: x]
[21:41] alice: cute.
[21:42] ballin: hah.. sure.. :P
[21:42] alice: lol my friend was like awww alice your so cute today in tech i was um yeahh :/
[21:43] ballin: haha, awwuh :P
[21:43] ballin: yo, whats annas msn?
[21:44] alice: findanna-@hotmail.com
[21:44] alice: so what happened today for you?
[21:45] ballin: fuck all.. wbu?
[21:46] alice: i was staving all day, & i had to paint stupid fruit all my lunch for wearable arts :/ fun
[21:46] alice: *starving
[21:46] ballin: wearable arts.. good times xD
[21:46] alice: sorta
[21:46] alice: its all nerds B)
[21:47] ballin: shaddap oi
[21:47] alice: there all like blah blah omg books blah blah MUMMA MIA!
[21:48] alice: omg i was like righht mumma mia..
[21:48] alice: they weere like OMG i LOVED it! it was wonderful.
[21:48] ballin: i loved it, XD
[21:48] alice: yes, you sang along to all the songs aswell (:
[21:49] ballin: yeah i was like this ghost knight, dressed in black.. with a mask painted white and a spear
[21:49] ballin: :)
[21:51] alice: :/
[21:51] alice: dammit Tuesday.. i hate Tuesday >;(
[21:51] ballin: same,
[21:51] ballin: cos then i have to go to dads
[21:51] ballin: and do these fucking quotes.
[21:52] ballin: invoices*
[21:54] alice: i have to do extension fabric, then wearable arts, & then maybe some p.e in there >;( dammit
[21:56] ballin: guttterreedd oiii
[21:56] ballin: what school u going to next year?
[21:57] alice: pap.
[21:57] alice: duhhh
[21:58] ballin: haha cool, see u there x]
[21:58] alice: lol a mini anna running around
[21:58] ballin: um.. noty.
[21:59] alice: lol
[21:59] alice: i'll prob be taller than her [:
[22:00] ballin: lmao! i'll be year 11..
[22:00] ballin: ill be year 12,
[22:01] ballin: but ill actually be year 11.
[22:01] ballin: cos i got pushed up
[22:01] alice: lol rapist.
[22:01] ballin: if that makes sense
[22:01] ballin: what?
[22:01] alice: erm no.
[22:01] alice: dwwww
[22:01] ballin: lol no what..
[22:01] ballin: well this year im in year 11.. but im supposed to be a year 10.
[22:01] alice: ohh kkk
[22:01] ballin: (:
[22:02] alice: i'll be in erm year 9
[22:02] ballin: i know that.
[22:02] alice: gayyy
[22:02] ballin: why gay?
[22:03] alice: coz everyone will be like oooh shun the year 9s!!
[22:04] ballin: haha turd.. :P nah its nto actually like that..
[22:04] ballin: some of them are like really aggitating..
[22:05] alice: yay i'm getting a hair cut on thursday (:
[22:05] ballin: =D what u getting
[22:05] alice: erm new fringe
[22:06] ballin: how?
[22:06] alice: i have a reallyyyy long piss fringe
[22:06] ballin: XD.
[22:06] ballin: get short.
[22:06] ballin: :}
[22:06] ballin: il-girls with short hair.
[22:06] alice: so its getting cut choppy & layyered
[22:06] alice: NO WAYY!
[22:06] alice: i did that once :/
[22:06] alice: bad idea
[22:06] alice: but its wasn't short short
[22:07] alice: it went all UIFBFGNJB
[22:07] ballin: :P
[22:07] alice: curlyy
[22:08] ballin: haha awh,
[22:08] ballin: im off oi.
[22:08] ballin: nice talking2u
[22:08] alice: kk bye [:
[22:08] ballin: later homie, xx
[20:09] alice: rofl i had hip-hop today, god i sucked.
[20:10] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: lol xD
[20:10] alice: i was like mmm i feel very tall.
[20:10] alice: coz i was with the short people.
[20:11] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ohhh ae
[20:11] alice: also i didn't remember any of it :x
[20:12] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: we did that for pe too
[20:12] alice: rofl hip-hop?
[20:14] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: yeah
[20:14] alice: lol-pictures you doing hip-hop-
[20:15] alice: -cracks up laughing-
[20:15] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: fuck u nigga.
[20:15] alice: -goes to the emo corner -
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: k gud
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: *Stays in the emo corner*
[20:16] alice: ;o but coreys there
[20:16] alice: AHH
[20:16] alice: -runs away from corey-
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: corey can suck my dick
[20:17] alice: lol he would like it l
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ...
[20:17] alice: mm
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: so would u.
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: [:
[20:17] alice: LAMO!!
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: im pretty sure,
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: theres not one person who wouldnt
[20:18] alice: -laughing hard out-
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Staind - Everything changes, outside, so far away, right here waiting.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: k?
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: downloda them
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: make sure u do.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: So far away and outside are the best tho
[20:23] alice: mm ok
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and.. we can listen to them at the same time :D
20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: do u like BMTH?
[20:24] alice: yeapp
[20:24] alice: wait what/
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: bring me the horizon.
[20:24] alice: no
[20:24] alice: NO!
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck u then ur gay
[20:24] alice: soryy never heard them :(
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: SHE STARTS HER NEW DIET.. OF..
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: LIQUER, AND DICK!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: PRAY./.
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FOR..
[20:25] alice: ahh -goes cries-
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING.. PLAGGGGGGGGGEUS!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SON GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO DOES SHE!!!!!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SUN GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO.. DOES SHEEEEEEEE!!
[20:25] alice: mmmm liqueur YUM
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING *SCREAMS SCREAMO UNTIL I FALL DOWN AND DIEZ*
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Btmh - started screamo.
[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck, i wish you werent annas sister
[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and were older, lol.
[20:35] alice: ;o
[20:35] alice: whoa
[20:35] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: dont tell her i said that.
[18:04] Christchurch has been infected.: cocnaine lol
[18:05] you kiss like cocnaine: hi [;
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: Spell it right.
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: it's gonna annoy me.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: kk.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: ohhhkk
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: COCAINE
[18:07] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: better.
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: ;D
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: ITS NOT THAT ANY MORE!
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: gahh so bored.
[18:08] Christchurch has been infected.: I'm macking Lauren
[18:08] alice: uhuh.
[18:08] alice: thats nice dear.
[18:09] Christchurch has been infected.: :]
[18:09] alice: rightt.
[18:09] alice: what are some of bring me to the horizon songs?
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: bring me the horizon*
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: um,
[18:10] alice: OHHHKK
[18:10] alice: lolol
[18:10] alice: got it now.
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: pray for plagues, traitors never play hangman, i used to make out with medusa, tell slater not to wash his dick.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: oh and Liquor and love lost.
[18:11] alice: mmm kk :|
[18:11] alice: downloading songs.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: yeah g.
[18:11] alice: trying to find songs..
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: what sort you want?
[18:12] don't let me fall.: i'm liking techo right now
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: hmm.
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: Sandstorm - Darude
[18:13] don't let me fall.: got that xD
[18:13] Christchurch has been infected.: ;]
[18:14] don't let me fall.: i'm gona be alone in my house tonight D:
[18:15] Christchurch has been infected.: same lol
[18:16] alice.: i wanted to go with anna.
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: where they going
[18:16] alice.: anna?
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: ye
[18:17] alice.: idk
[18:17] alice.: she's going to get wasted
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: lolmeannnnnn
[18:17] alice.: haydens mates party
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: grace?
[18:18] alice.: she worn my top i was going to wear to hayens/
[18:18] alice.: idk.
[18:18] Christchurch has been infected.: buggerrr lol? what top is it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: i have nearly worn it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: my black thingy one
[18:19] let me burn & die.: was keeping it for haydens XD
[18:20] let me burn & die.: *never
[18:20] Christchurch has been infected.: lol, dam anna.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: lol wdf POD did thriller last night
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: gorgeous song.
[18:21] let me burn & die.: hope she dodn
[18:21] let me burn & die.: yes!
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: ?
[18:21] let me burn & die.: whats it called?
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: just watch it.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: Christian rock ftw!
[18:22] let me burn & die.: I CANT
[18:22] let me burn & die.: cuzz i cant go on tubeyou XD
[18:22] let me burn & die.: my dads downloading music.
[18:23] Christchurch has been infected.: Will you be there- Skillet
[18:24] let me burn & die.: ok.
[18:24] let me burn & die.: [:
[18:25] let me burn & die.: rofl when my dad listens to the songs i'm geting he's going to me lke ok...
[18:25] let me burn & die.: XD
[18:26] Christchurch has been infected.: roflmao, it can be our song yes?
Really cba reading any more
or putting any more on
Just fo Ryan.
Ryan wanted some one to write about him some where.
So hes being starred in my blogger !
Hes very excited about this.
Yes he is indeed.
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: omg i wana see my bloody valentine!!:-O
i dont know who that is !!!
or what
no wait
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: this 3D horror movie
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: :-O
Wowowow
Ryan I met at sophies party.
When Liam started this fight with these guys... I was scared..
so I was like ahh i want a hug *looks at ryan*
Alice: not from you *walks away*
HE WAS CRUSHED
so wanted a hug from me lol
Then yeah i dont really remember talking to him after that.
Me and Ryan have show your burn day tommorow!
(: im uber excitedd!
its gona be br00tal *gets out burn on rist*
Hes telling me to hurry up
we waved today
it was epic!
and he walked past me on one wet lunch
ahahhaha stalker who remembers when ryans around.
Ryans cool.
And cute ahahahah ^-^
and likes milk.
and has a kitten!
and and erm
im gona post this now ahahahah
*post*
So hes being starred in my blogger !
Hes very excited about this.
Yes he is indeed.
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: omg i wana see my bloody valentine!!:-O
i dont know who that is !!!
or what
no wait
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: this 3D horror movie
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: :-O
Wowowow
Ryan I met at sophies party.
When Liam started this fight with these guys... I was scared..
so I was like ahh i want a hug *looks at ryan*
Alice: not from you *walks away*
HE WAS CRUSHED
so wanted a hug from me lol
Then yeah i dont really remember talking to him after that.
Me and Ryan have show your burn day tommorow!
(: im uber excitedd!
its gona be br00tal *gets out burn on rist*
Hes telling me to hurry up
we waved today
it was epic!
and he walked past me on one wet lunch
ahahhaha stalker who remembers when ryans around.
Ryans cool.
And cute ahahahah ^-^
and likes milk.
and has a kitten!
and and erm
im gona post this now ahahahah
*post*
Friday, February 13, 2009
fuck me whore
callan rants on alices blogger
GAH everyone fuck off im sick of people; friends becomign friends with my friends
people getting angry over bebo friends
people saying i hate them
gah gah gah gah gah gah gah your all a bunch of hypocrites
SUCK my MASSIVE cock MOTHER FUCKER
lots of love shown by callan here
btw alice is soooo cute!
she's sleeping next to me ^^,
GAH everyone fuck off im sick of people; friends becomign friends with my friends
people getting angry over bebo friends
people saying i hate them
gah gah gah gah gah gah gah your all a bunch of hypocrites
SUCK my MASSIVE cock MOTHER FUCKER
lots of love shown by callan here
btw alice is soooo cute!
she's sleeping next to me ^^,
Which one do i belong to?
Sicksicksick
OF THIS SHIT CALLED A LIFE
You dont care about me
obv.
Why dont you just say?
You dont reply to my comments
just say 'lulz' it texts.
I hanged with sam and cole today :D
It was fun.. and a nice change.
Then anna came and dropped my stuff off at callan cuzz i was staying the night..
and then we made her drive us to doms :D
Then we hanged there Had some freaking LOLS
Walked/ran back to callans with dom
Liam got the door and gave dom a weird look
Dom has cute az animals in his house ^__^
Hes cool B)
Gah I hate how you flirt with me, and every one else around you.
I dont like it.
I got all excited about you giving the wee 'xx's' when you went..
but later you said it to callan.
IT FUCKS ME OFF,
im sorta pissed off at every thing.
How people who havent meet put each other so high up in there top friends
How you steal my friends, then they forget about me.
How you flirt with every chick around you, but how your sooo cute.
How im getting upset.
oh great now talias gone all 'we've grow apart'
fuck
nononoonononon
I dont want to lose my best friend
ilovetyler
OMFG
lol at when sam went up to the chick and said : i think you should pull your skirt down, theres children around
IT WAS GREEAAT!
i dids to much milling today ._.
my head hhurtts.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
My Final Breath Is Gone-
GOOD MORNING MY LOVELYS C:
AAHHHH RUN AWAY FROM THE MOP OF HAIRRR!!
lol wait its just alice with wet hair n__n
arent i sexyy!!
SEXY MOP!
it bugs the shit outa me.. i cant see any thing barley...._.
Today I have:school.
Wowaz!
But i start at 9:30 this morning sweeeet.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Plastic Fanstic..
At the times we can.. You can go out.. and come back home to change every thing about you..
Nose jobs.. Boob jobs.. Fake tans..
Me and Callan hate porn.
Guys these days, most of them.. watch porn.. The chicks that have massive fake balloons for boobs... Long fake tanned legs.. Blowed up lips.. Orange covered skin... Its digusting
It makes us normal girl.. Be put next to them.. Of corse we dont have the amazing bodies... and boobs... and ass.. and legs
[01:29] Callan: gaaaaaaaaah I HATE PORN
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: WHY!
[01:29] Callan: WHATS TO LIKE ABOUT IT; IT JUST MAKES GIRLS FEEL BAD ._.
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: OMG YES
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: CUZZ THEY HAVE MASSIVE BOOBS AND SHIT
[01:30] Callan: im like D:
[01:30] Alice-CAMWHORE: AND WE HAVE TO BE PUT NEXT TO THOSE AMAZING BODIES
[01:30] Callan: EXACTLY! ITS LIKE I DONT LOOK LIKE THAT... *CRIES*
[01:31] Alice-CAMWHORE: D: THEY SHOULD MAKE PORN ... LIKE MORE REAL.
[01:32] Callan: BUT GUYS DONT FIND IT ATTRACTIVE; AND ONLY SOME GURLS CAN LOOK LIKE THAT ._.
[01:32] Alice-CAMWHORE: ITS NOT FAIR D:
[01:33] Callan: I AM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT; *HIDES BODY*
[01:33] Alice-CAMWHORE: FREAKING HELL YES.. SRS SOME ONE SHOULD DO SOME THING.
[01:34] Callan: I KNOW! BUT ITS LIKE THE GURLS WHO LOOK GOOD AND DO IT FOR A LIVING AND GUYS LIKE IT.. SO WE JUST HAVE TO TRY LOOK LIKE IT AND EVERYTHING D:
[02:50] Alice-CAMWHORE: LOOK AT THE PLASTIC RACK
[02:51] Callan: I HAVE SMALL BOOBS WOOOO SHE HAS MASSIVE FAKE HOT SEXY BOOBS YAY
[02:51] Alice-CAMWHORE: >;[
[02:52] Callan: LOOK AT HER PERFECT SKIN
[02:52] Alice-CAMWHORE: raraa *orange glow*
[02:52] Callan: HER GREAT FLAT DTOMACH AND CURVES
[02:52] Callan: STOMACH*
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and ass*
[02:53] Callan: AND CUNT
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and legs
[02:54] Callan: AND ARMS AND BACK AND FEET
[02:54] Callan: AND FACE
[02:54] Alice-CAMWHORE: nails lols
[02:54] Callan: FINGERS AND HANDS
[02:54] Callan: ANKLES
[02:55] Callan: HIPS; SHOULDERS
[02:55] Callan: GAH
[02:56] Alice-CAMWHORE: oihoghdfio *rants*
[02:57] Callan: *RAGES AND RANTS*
[02:58] Callan: IM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT >___> I AM WHITE AND FAT UPER LEGS AND STOMACH AND NOT PERFECT SKIN OR MASSIVE FAKE BOOBS AND ALOT MORE
[03:00] Callan: WE HAVE TO MAKE OURSELF LOOK AS MUCH LIKE IT; ITS LIKE OKAY THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK LIKE
the worlds fucked... These people arent heathly looking ffs.
Nose jobs.. Boob jobs.. Fake tans..
Me and Callan hate porn.
Guys these days, most of them.. watch porn.. The chicks that have massive fake balloons for boobs... Long fake tanned legs.. Blowed up lips.. Orange covered skin... Its digusting
It makes us normal girl.. Be put next to them.. Of corse we dont have the amazing bodies... and boobs... and ass.. and legs
[01:29] Callan: gaaaaaaaaah I HATE PORN
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: WHY!
[01:29] Callan: WHATS TO LIKE ABOUT IT; IT JUST MAKES GIRLS FEEL BAD ._.
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: OMG YES
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: CUZZ THEY HAVE MASSIVE BOOBS AND SHIT
[01:30] Callan: im like D:
[01:30] Alice-CAMWHORE: AND WE HAVE TO BE PUT NEXT TO THOSE AMAZING BODIES
[01:30] Callan: EXACTLY! ITS LIKE I DONT LOOK LIKE THAT... *CRIES*
[01:31] Alice-CAMWHORE: D: THEY SHOULD MAKE PORN ... LIKE MORE REAL.
[01:32] Callan: BUT GUYS DONT FIND IT ATTRACTIVE; AND ONLY SOME GURLS CAN LOOK LIKE THAT ._.
[01:32] Alice-CAMWHORE: ITS NOT FAIR D:
[01:33] Callan: I AM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT; *HIDES BODY*
[01:33] Alice-CAMWHORE: FREAKING HELL YES.. SRS SOME ONE SHOULD DO SOME THING.
[01:34] Callan: I KNOW! BUT ITS LIKE THE GURLS WHO LOOK GOOD AND DO IT FOR A LIVING AND GUYS LIKE IT.. SO WE JUST HAVE TO TRY LOOK LIKE IT AND EVERYTHING D:
[02:50] Alice-CAMWHORE: LOOK AT THE PLASTIC RACK
[02:51] Callan: I HAVE SMALL BOOBS WOOOO SHE HAS MASSIVE FAKE HOT SEXY BOOBS YAY
[02:51] Alice-CAMWHORE: >;[
[02:52] Callan: LOOK AT HER PERFECT SKIN
[02:52] Alice-CAMWHORE: raraa *orange glow*
[02:52] Callan: HER GREAT FLAT DTOMACH AND CURVES
[02:52] Callan: STOMACH*
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and ass*
[02:53] Callan: AND CUNT
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and legs
[02:54] Callan: AND ARMS AND BACK AND FEET
[02:54] Callan: AND FACE
[02:54] Alice-CAMWHORE: nails lols
[02:54] Callan: FINGERS AND HANDS
[02:54] Callan: ANKLES
[02:55] Callan: HIPS; SHOULDERS
[02:55] Callan: GAH
[02:56] Alice-CAMWHORE: oihoghdfio *rants*
[02:57] Callan: *RAGES AND RANTS*
[02:58] Callan: IM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT >___> I AM WHITE AND FAT UPER LEGS AND STOMACH AND NOT PERFECT SKIN OR MASSIVE FAKE BOOBS AND ALOT MORE
[03:00] Callan: WE HAVE TO MAKE OURSELF LOOK AS MUCH LIKE IT; ITS LIKE OKAY THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK LIKE
the worlds fucked... These people arent heathly looking ffs.
it looks painfull to be them..
If you and your boy friend had a healthy sex life.. etc etc and he still watches porn.. That makes you feel like your not enough.. Like you need to be size 0 but still fit a DD bra.. Or bigger. Pushing you to extrms.. Dieting.. Worst than the fashion world. Much worst.
Guys need to think more about how much these girls arent real.
Make porn more like life... Not with alien looking porn stars who look like they are so full of them self.. And only doing it for money.. The whores...
I know this isnt some thing i should be ranting about... But some one has to do some thing.. Porns supposed to be 18rated.. But any one can find it.. Srsly.. Its not fair to normal people.. Making us seem like we're not enough..If you and your boy friend had a healthy sex life.. etc etc and he still watches porn.. That makes you feel like your not enough.. Like you need to be size 0 but still fit a DD bra.. Or bigger. Pushing you to extrms.. Dieting.. Worst than the fashion world. Much worst.
Guys need to think more about how much these girls arent real.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
ilovecallan(:
school = GREAT cuzz callan was there C:
Raa Raa I cant really remember any thing about school.
Talia called meee.
And asked if i wanted to go classical sparks..
I hadnt seen her in a while so later on a rolled to her house..
And we dids some camwhoring
Waited for Oliver to get to talias..
Straigthened hairrr.
And then left..
Walked into the park.. was texting sam..
He made me go to the back of the field..
I saws him but i didnt want to go over cuzz he was with all these scene kids >_<
After texting him to turn around and i had to jump around so he could see me.
I walked up to him and he gaves me a hug then dragged me allll the wayyy back to his friends.. His mate jordan shook my hand, i was like wtf.
Robyn, christie and ashlee (i think?) Were there.. I was real scared cuzz there big bebo famous kids :/
Talia and Oliver walked off so i had to go and run after them..
I saw sooo many people.
I saw Paris and ran up and hugged her..!
We saw trent talias ex. I ran up and gave him a massive attach hug.. His black friend was like 'whoaaa crazey bitch'
I saw sam again.. More hugs and he stole my lolly pop D: buts he gave me it back. and Robyn hugged mes to ^-^
I saw ANOTHER sam... I was like hii sam! and hes like whatt who are you? but then later on he texted me asking if i was the alice he knew... Later on I went and talked to him
Made by talia and oliver.. I gots a hug off him o: and so did talia and olive lmaoo.
I got a high five off a random guy! and stareed at some black guy xD
Lots of guys said hi to us.. :/
I was uber scared of everyone..
Night from greaat.
dammit i wanted to hug a hot emo guy D:
So today I was walking down st ablans street.. I then i texted sammm saying i was down his street and made him go out side. ahahha. Cuzz I had to waste some time cuzz talia was in the showerr.. We chated about sleeping walking.. and last night and um english people? And other shit. and then he had to go cuzz he left his door open and i had to go and walk to talias..
Then me and talia went a meet nathann in towniez (:
Thats always funfunfun
we went to bk and ate food nomomoomomomomom
meet some bree and kate chick.. mmm yea :/
But all in all it was a great two days : D
Raa Raa I cant really remember any thing about school.
Talia called meee.
And asked if i wanted to go classical sparks..
I hadnt seen her in a while so later on a rolled to her house..
And we dids some camwhoring
Waited for Oliver to get to talias..
Straigthened hairrr.
And then left..
Walked into the park.. was texting sam..
He made me go to the back of the field..
I saws him but i didnt want to go over cuzz he was with all these scene kids >_<
After texting him to turn around and i had to jump around so he could see me.
I walked up to him and he gaves me a hug then dragged me allll the wayyy back to his friends.. His mate jordan shook my hand, i was like wtf.
Robyn, christie and ashlee (i think?) Were there.. I was real scared cuzz there big bebo famous kids :/
Talia and Oliver walked off so i had to go and run after them..
I saw sooo many people.
I saw Paris and ran up and hugged her..!
We saw trent talias ex. I ran up and gave him a massive attach hug.. His black friend was like 'whoaaa crazey bitch'
I saw sam again.. More hugs and he stole my lolly pop D: buts he gave me it back. and Robyn hugged mes to ^-^
I saw ANOTHER sam... I was like hii sam! and hes like whatt who are you? but then later on he texted me asking if i was the alice he knew... Later on I went and talked to him
Made by talia and oliver.. I gots a hug off him o: and so did talia and olive lmaoo.
I got a high five off a random guy! and stareed at some black guy xD
Lots of guys said hi to us.. :/
I was uber scared of everyone..
Night from greaat.
dammit i wanted to hug a hot emo guy D:
So today I was walking down st ablans street.. I then i texted sammm saying i was down his street and made him go out side. ahahha. Cuzz I had to waste some time cuzz talia was in the showerr.. We chated about sleeping walking.. and last night and um english people? And other shit. and then he had to go cuzz he left his door open and i had to go and walk to talias..
Then me and talia went a meet nathann in towniez (:
Thats always funfunfun
we went to bk and ate food nomomoomomomomom
meet some bree and kate chick.. mmm yea :/
But all in all it was a great two days : D
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Clicksoutofit.
First day of high school.
Goyt up to my alarm at 6:02 showered, waited for my hair to dry, used annies straighteners. Packed rara
I smiled when hamish texted me saying: have a good day (some thing along those lines)
My hair was uber straight in the morning :/
Texted hamish till i had to go to school and listened to my mp3
Then later on nathan called me (:
That made me happyy :D :D
Hes so nice to talk to.
Now ive got hamish....
ufhviudfhivuhf
IM SO HAPPYY!
but like now hamish >_>
Sleep nowz
Goyt up to my alarm at 6:02 showered, waited for my hair to dry, used annies straighteners. Packed rara
I smiled when hamish texted me saying: have a good day (some thing along those lines)
My hair was uber straight in the morning :/
Texted hamish till i had to go to school and listened to my mp3
Then later on nathan called me (:
That made me happyy :D :D
Hes so nice to talk to.
Now ive got hamish....
ufhviudfhivuhf
IM SO HAPPYY!
but like now hamish >_>
Sleep nowz
Here Goes Nothing'
Todays the first day of school ^-^
eeep and its raining !
dammmiiiiit !
Im gona try and make my hair not go curly D:<
Wonder how things will go~
Gooood i hope
Well i gotta gets ready now
byezzzzz C:
eeep and its raining !
dammmiiiiit !
Im gona try and make my hair not go curly D:<
Wonder how things will go~
Gooood i hope
Well i gotta gets ready now
byezzzzz C:
Monday, February 2, 2009
Tell Me If Your Gona Die.
OKay today was fun;
Walked 94357894 miles with anna. Normal town raa raa who gives a fuck.
Hamish txted me this afternoon. saying "sorry"
As it goes on he doesnt like me.. I didnt know that..
He didnt think I liked him any more..
I dont even think he liked me az long az i have liked him
and then hes all like "what about nathan and liam"
That hurt me Cuzz i think it meant like i had all these guys already lined up for me..
Like heaps of guys like me.. No they dont.
and saying like id be over him so quickly.
I asked really what have i done to your life thats so great?
He said: i met an amazing person
D: Im not all hating on him.. but I feel so stupid
I was freaking liking the shit out of him and he never liked me..
BUts buts I neeeed him still ):
Walked 94357894 miles with anna. Normal town raa raa who gives a fuck.
Hamish txted me this afternoon. saying "sorry"
As it goes on he doesnt like me.. I didnt know that..
He didnt think I liked him any more..
I dont even think he liked me az long az i have liked him
and then hes all like "what about nathan and liam"
That hurt me Cuzz i think it meant like i had all these guys already lined up for me..
Like heaps of guys like me.. No they dont.
and saying like id be over him so quickly.
I asked really what have i done to your life thats so great?
He said: i met an amazing person
D: Im not all hating on him.. but I feel so stupid
I was freaking liking the shit out of him and he never liked me..
BUts buts I neeeed him still ):
Its a love story baby just say yes..
I need a schoolbag...
Badly! Schools 2m ^-^
Yesterday day was fun with talia (:
Was gona meeeet sam cuzz we live like one street away.. but his rents found out that he ditched school so he couldnt get out of the house ): In town me and talia had some lolz "the fire rages in me" queer voice people look at alice strange.. Had some $2 nomomomon! I swear i love the stuff.. buts buts i love talia more (: I have been going to town like everyday for the past week or something.. Im real OMG iphdfivhdfiv about school tomroow!
Kate was txting me off hamishes phone yesterday to... I am sorta getting sick of her and going on and on about how much they love each other.. I felt like never talking to him again.. but i really couldnt go that long before i had to txt him :/ Cuzz what if i like other guys at pap.. I cant say: oh yeah i like a guy that i never see. Its a new start.. I really hope it goes well ._.
When i was txting hamish he said some like this: Well if you think that i think you should leave =.=
I was real angry about that.. and matt was making fun of me liking him when we were eating diner.. Which was tachos ! YUM I really am confused about hamish... cuzz i feel like i AM wasting my time.. Whats the point of liking some thing who you never see.. and now hes back at school hes gona be with kate 24/7.. and other people so they can have little bitch sheshes.. I hate that. And now hes all happy cuzz of seeing kate.. Yeah thats good that hes happy (: but like i was thinking: have I ever made him that happy?
Later on at night time hamish txted me going : hey alice.. Then acting like every thing was normal.. I decided talking to him and being all happy for now.. I didnt feel like bitching. I txted hamish till like 11 then he stopped txting me back.. He could have said bye ): That always makes me feel unwanted cuzz I knew he was txting the wonderfull kateface.
Then nathan txted me :D saying i love you alice.. Then we had a nice wee chat (: I liked that.. He always can make me happy.. We talked for like 30 mins then he went to sleepyzz. So i lay there thinking for a while.. Then fell asleep to my mp3 still on! So nows its like flat >;(
Anna just got her exam papers back i think.. There was alot of screaming and "omg let me open it dad"
This morning I had like 3 people txting me at once I was like ahh *pulls hair out*
*drys hair with towel*
Wonder when anna willl be ready..
My skins getting better :D Its real soft! Its slowly getting better... Which im so fucking happy about... Somme day it'll be gone..
Ive started talking to some new people.. I want to meet some new people.. So I maybe can forget some... Also I saw Liam in town when I was with Nathan, Calland and Anna.... He looked hot C: I was like omg liam *acts all shy* He was being all nice to anna.. I was thinking maybe i should've said hi.
Im hoping i can get more asia bracelets that i got yesterday for 50c (: there cool ! I want more bracelet even though i have like 20 ^-^
Wonder if Hamish and Tyler are still going to Talias house on Friday.. I dont know If i want to see hamish atm. But ill prob when I see him..
Gah and now annas going on about how im not being me and im going all emo
ffs ! emos are fags, no ones emo any more... !
Im sick of people telling me not to be me;
Badly! Schools 2m ^-^
Yesterday day was fun with talia (:
Was gona meeeet sam cuzz we live like one street away.. but his rents found out that he ditched school so he couldnt get out of the house ): In town me and talia had some lolz "the fire rages in me" queer voice people look at alice strange.. Had some $2 nomomomon! I swear i love the stuff.. buts buts i love talia more (: I have been going to town like everyday for the past week or something.. Im real OMG iphdfivhdfiv about school tomroow!
Kate was txting me off hamishes phone yesterday to... I am sorta getting sick of her and going on and on about how much they love each other.. I felt like never talking to him again.. but i really couldnt go that long before i had to txt him :/ Cuzz what if i like other guys at pap.. I cant say: oh yeah i like a guy that i never see. Its a new start.. I really hope it goes well ._.
When i was txting hamish he said some like this: Well if you think that i think you should leave =.=
I was real angry about that.. and matt was making fun of me liking him when we were eating diner.. Which was tachos ! YUM I really am confused about hamish... cuzz i feel like i AM wasting my time.. Whats the point of liking some thing who you never see.. and now hes back at school hes gona be with kate 24/7.. and other people so they can have little bitch sheshes.. I hate that. And now hes all happy cuzz of seeing kate.. Yeah thats good that hes happy (: but like i was thinking: have I ever made him that happy?
Later on at night time hamish txted me going : hey alice.. Then acting like every thing was normal.. I decided talking to him and being all happy for now.. I didnt feel like bitching. I txted hamish till like 11 then he stopped txting me back.. He could have said bye ): That always makes me feel unwanted cuzz I knew he was txting the wonderfull kateface.
Then nathan txted me :D saying i love you alice.. Then we had a nice wee chat (: I liked that.. He always can make me happy.. We talked for like 30 mins then he went to sleepyzz. So i lay there thinking for a while.. Then fell asleep to my mp3 still on! So nows its like flat >;(
Anna just got her exam papers back i think.. There was alot of screaming and "omg let me open it dad"
This morning I had like 3 people txting me at once I was like ahh *pulls hair out*
*drys hair with towel*
Wonder when anna willl be ready..
My skins getting better :D Its real soft! Its slowly getting better... Which im so fucking happy about... Somme day it'll be gone..
Ive started talking to some new people.. I want to meet some new people.. So I maybe can forget some... Also I saw Liam in town when I was with Nathan, Calland and Anna.... He looked hot C: I was like omg liam *acts all shy* He was being all nice to anna.. I was thinking maybe i should've said hi.
Im hoping i can get more asia bracelets that i got yesterday for 50c (: there cool ! I want more bracelet even though i have like 20 ^-^
Wonder if Hamish and Tyler are still going to Talias house on Friday.. I dont know If i want to see hamish atm. But ill prob when I see him..
Gah and now annas going on about how im not being me and im going all emo
ffs ! emos are fags, no ones emo any more... !
Im sick of people telling me not to be me;
Sunday, February 1, 2009
endendendendendend- end it now before im in to deep.
uhhh.
Can it stop stop stop
NOW
I want to just forget it all
Can it stop stop stop
NOW
I want to just forget it all
He realy loves you.. You just dont love yourself
Todaytoday.
was greatgreat
Town was once fun.
With help from: Nathan, Callan and my beautiful anna (:
Waved at tourist buses ! (: got waved back at !
Havnet talked to hamish in a while...
was greatgreat
Town was once fun.
With help from: Nathan, Callan and my beautiful anna (:
Waved at tourist buses ! (: got waved back at !
Havnet talked to hamish in a while...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
This War Is Ours.
Ohgreat
Callan had a massive fight with sam,tyler... I dont know about hamish.. But probs..
Now hes not replying to my comments...
and moved everyone off his top friends but 3 people.
>__< hoping this doesnt end badly.
That would be unfair..
I didnt do anyting.
nononononon hope no screwing up
nononoonononononononononononononononoononononon
not when things were getting better...
Iloveyoufirst.
Callan had a massive fight with sam,tyler... I dont know about hamish.. But probs..
Now hes not replying to my comments...
and moved everyone off his top friends but 3 people.
>__< hoping this doesnt end badly.
That would be unfair..
I didnt do anyting.
nononononon hope no screwing up
nononoonononononononononononononononoononononon
not when things were getting better...
Iloveyoufirst.
When Im Done With You, You Wont Have A Cunt Left.
I feel like bringing up some of the times Ive loved and hated;
Loved the time when Talia, Me and annie stayed out till 12 at annnies mums, and made chocolate stuff.. One of the best nights ever ! Then I got grounded >_>
Hated the time when I found out he was going out with her.. I cried till I couldnt breathe.
Loved christmas in the park.. I think of about it lots.. I really wish that could have never happened.. But I still want to happen again.. To be in your arms once more. And after it... me and callan LOL good night.
When me and callan did finger painting and did some fucked up singing to songs.
New years with sam (pimp lol) Hamish (cutiee (: ) and tyezz !!! (cool kid)
At 12 saw some interesting things *cough sam cough* but phonezz was fun ^^
Many timez with anna (: lol
the timez when I went with town with jamie on every sunday..
Thw formal ! omg lol katie GRINNNNDDD IITTT
she is such a hoe.
Loved the time when Talia, Me and annie stayed out till 12 at annnies mums, and made chocolate stuff.. One of the best nights ever ! Then I got grounded >_>
Hated the time when I found out he was going out with her.. I cried till I couldnt breathe.
Loved christmas in the park.. I think of about it lots.. I really wish that could have never happened.. But I still want to happen again.. To be in your arms once more. And after it... me and callan LOL good night.
When me and callan did finger painting and did some fucked up singing to songs.
New years with sam (pimp lol) Hamish (cutiee (: ) and tyezz !!! (cool kid)
At 12 saw some interesting things *cough sam cough* but phonezz was fun ^^
Many timez with anna (: lol
the timez when I went with town with jamie on every sunday..
Thw formal ! omg lol katie GRINNNNDDD IITTT
she is such a hoe.
We Were Both Young.
Amazing Amazing boy.
Your so fucking nice.. and cute.
And just like you. You dont have to pretent about any thing.
You can always make me smile..
Greatest at doing the soulja boy dance
(:
monononononon hamish
Your so fucking nice.. and cute.
And just like you. You dont have to pretent about any thing.
You can always make me smile..
Greatest at doing the soulja boy dance
(:
monononononon hamish
Friday, January 30, 2009
Your Eyes In The Glasss.
>;( To start off this rant about today;
Mum wont buy me a new bra sdbvdiofb annnoooyyyiiinnnnng! She said ive been getting to much new stuff lately >__< Gah.
Anyhoe.
Today me and talia got up at like Seven. To get ready for going to rolleston today raa raa tick tock tick tock *buses* Some weirdos were on the bus.. And me and talia laughed at em' We're so nice.
We got to rolly and hanged out i gues... I really couldnt be fucked writing this as you can see..
All i want is more hamish hugs >__<
I cant be fucked with this.
gah idfhvidfnvifngvi
Mum wont buy me a new bra sdbvdiofb annnoooyyyiiinnnnng! She said ive been getting to much new stuff lately >__< Gah.
Anyhoe.
Today me and talia got up at like Seven. To get ready for going to rolleston today raa raa tick tock tick tock *buses* Some weirdos were on the bus.. And me and talia laughed at em' We're so nice.
We got to rolly and hanged out i gues... I really couldnt be fucked writing this as you can see..
All i want is more hamish hugs >__<
I cant be fucked with this.
gah idfhvidfnvifngvi
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Sugar Cube Tonights The Night.
Talias going to get naked now o.O so I thought it might be a good chance to write in muy blog ^^
Today was another interesting but great day (:
I got up and called talia.. and talked to her about going to rolleston on Saturday day.. And sleeping at her house tonight.
But anna raged at me going to rolleston again..
Saying that Hamish and stuff are going to forgot me when I go back to school..
I got real angry at her cuzz she was being my mother..
She said she was guna telll mum and dad that I have been going to rolleston etc etc.. If she did that..
But in the end she let me go :D so i get to seee hamish 2m (:
I think it might be the last time I might seee him for a while..
HOLLY SHZEET TALIAS JUST WEARING A TOWEL
MEEP AWKWARD!!!!!!!!!!! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON !
Okay back to what I was saying.. Im guna try and talk to him more and stuff.. Cuzz I compelty fail at talking/being around him.. >;[
After that I cleaned my rooom and did my jobs and stuff..
Then my mum was in my room and we were talking about how Im all moody and stuff.. Then she asked
whats wrong then I started talking to her about how im all nervous about high school.. and how im so ashamed by my bad skin.. No one knows about it.. But my closest friends.. Nio one guessses that under my fringe.. Its a horrible disguting ewwness ojdtogpijftgiopjf
So than I started crying to my mum.. Which is weird cuzz I never talk to her about things like that. I liked it.. To know I can turn to mum.. And my sister (:
Just not my dad... My parents had ANOTHER fight today :/ Its like they dont know we can hear everything they yell at each other.. I hurts me.. They have been married about 19? 18 years... Its just horrible to see there love slowly oh so slowly go.. D:
Okay but after all that crying and listening to a fight.. I did some photograghying with anna :D thats always fun.. Other than three guys staring the shit out of me >__< I just like *wants to pull the finger at them*
I got home.. did some more work.. Then walked to talias.. Rachel was there.. So it was shit awkward for me :/ But after she left.. ME AND TALIA ROCKED OUT !!
god i love her... We are so close ! I never never ever ever eversghdfuih want to stop being bestfriends with her ! For fucks sake we did drawing for like two hours this after noon... We always are never bored.. :D :D WE HAD A PET SNAIL!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUCKING COOL ! idhgif i love our snail !!! HE WAS AWESOMEEE!!! Shomie ! he was mint and rocked ! we gave him rocks and leaves and stuf xD and went to the park with him and played hide and seek xD and went on the swings and the slide !! but we sadly had to let him go D: oh And we went to gees house to ! And talked. AND OMG I SAW A RANDOM GUY IN HIS BOXERS !! I mean man... Shut the curtains ! you never know theres litte girls walking past !
Me and talia have to get up early to start busing to Rolleston :D :D
Guna try and get there earlierrrrr.
All in all... Its neen a good AND bad day D:D
I cant wait for pap >__<
Peacee outtttttttttttttttttttttttt x
Today was another interesting but great day (:
I got up and called talia.. and talked to her about going to rolleston on Saturday day.. And sleeping at her house tonight.
But anna raged at me going to rolleston again..
Saying that Hamish and stuff are going to forgot me when I go back to school..
I got real angry at her cuzz she was being my mother..
She said she was guna telll mum and dad that I have been going to rolleston etc etc.. If she did that..
But in the end she let me go :D so i get to seee hamish 2m (:
I think it might be the last time I might seee him for a while..
HOLLY SHZEET TALIAS JUST WEARING A TOWEL
MEEP AWKWARD!!!!!!!!!!! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON !
Okay back to what I was saying.. Im guna try and talk to him more and stuff.. Cuzz I compelty fail at talking/being around him.. >;[
After that I cleaned my rooom and did my jobs and stuff..
Then my mum was in my room and we were talking about how Im all moody and stuff.. Then she asked
whats wrong then I started talking to her about how im all nervous about high school.. and how im so ashamed by my bad skin.. No one knows about it.. But my closest friends.. Nio one guessses that under my fringe.. Its a horrible disguting ewwness ojdtogpijftgiopjf
So than I started crying to my mum.. Which is weird cuzz I never talk to her about things like that. I liked it.. To know I can turn to mum.. And my sister (:
Just not my dad... My parents had ANOTHER fight today :/ Its like they dont know we can hear everything they yell at each other.. I hurts me.. They have been married about 19? 18 years... Its just horrible to see there love slowly oh so slowly go.. D:
Okay but after all that crying and listening to a fight.. I did some photograghying with anna :D thats always fun.. Other than three guys staring the shit out of me >__< I just like *wants to pull the finger at them*
I got home.. did some more work.. Then walked to talias.. Rachel was there.. So it was shit awkward for me :/ But after she left.. ME AND TALIA ROCKED OUT !!
god i love her... We are so close ! I never never ever ever eversghdfuih want to stop being bestfriends with her ! For fucks sake we did drawing for like two hours this after noon... We always are never bored.. :D :D WE HAD A PET SNAIL!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUCKING COOL ! idhgif i love our snail !!! HE WAS AWESOMEEE!!! Shomie ! he was mint and rocked ! we gave him rocks and leaves and stuf xD and went to the park with him and played hide and seek xD and went on the swings and the slide !! but we sadly had to let him go D: oh And we went to gees house to ! And talked. AND OMG I SAW A RANDOM GUY IN HIS BOXERS !! I mean man... Shut the curtains ! you never know theres litte girls walking past !
Me and talia have to get up early to start busing to Rolleston :D :D
Guna try and get there earlierrrrr.
All in all... Its neen a good AND bad day D:D
I cant wait for pap >__<
Peacee outtttttttttttttttttttttttt x
Friendsforever?
aw fuckles >_<
I had a fight with talia tonight..
And im really getting sick of people moving me around there top friends cuzz i said some thing or did some thing..
It shouldnt bug me. but it just does.
And im bored so im writing another blog..
Annnas ingoring me.. talking to other people hmph
I had a fight with talia tonight..
And im really getting sick of people moving me around there top friends cuzz i said some thing or did some thing..
It shouldnt bug me. but it just does.
And im bored so im writing another blog..
Annnas ingoring me.. talking to other people hmph
+ I have chocolate in my belly button
Well thats start on the plus side+
Callans last night was uber fun (:
But ill start from about 10ish that night.
Hamish had been acting strange to us in the past two days. After i went to rollteston to see him. Which I thought was weird. I was crushed to find that he had moved me & callan down two spots on his top friends. And thats how i started getting worried.. We asked why he had done that. He said he had more closer friends. That compelty cut me. But I knew it was the truth. I have only knew him for around a month. But i have contected with him strongly.But ill talk about him later on.
I read his blogger for the first time last night.. I cried over the blog explaining his love for his best friend. Kate. Like any normal, person I got jealous. I thought horribly of how I wanted to be in her place.. To know him that well. And wondered if she thought the same about him..
We had a tiny fight over it.. which i dont want to go into description. But I did see another side of him. That frighten me :/ We made up etc etc blah blah. And for the rest of the night me & callan just chilled, that was nice. I found out that tv at 3-4 scares.
I was getting tired az so I feel asleep on the couch and callan had to wake me so we could move into her room. Then we talked for agessssss (: i love doing that. I feel aslepp i think to her talking ahhaha.
We woke up to her faggot of a brother liam jumped on me, claiming that one of callans friends that she does horse riding with was on the phone. So for the next 15-20 I had to listen to that chicks bitchy whiney voice coming out of the phone. Annoyed that I had been awoken. From on from that I was texted by talia so I got callan up so I could call her. We talked about what happened last night with Hamish.. Rachel was there too. We made some breakfast while scanning around bebo. Later on we got Hamish to go on webcam. So we got entertained by his cat rory while he was in the shower. And left the webcam on so we could watch his tv ^^,
While waiting for his return we had an awesome sing off !! lol and headbanging fun az. While talking to ryaan & tyler (:
When hamish came back from his shower, his hair was wet. He looked so incredibly cute ! He was eating his towel,and smiling the cutest wee smiles ! (: That made me smile, and then that made me realize how much I miss him.. and in a month he had changed my whole life..He talked to me like no other guy has. Hes so fun to be around, since ive only seen him four times. But those times I never wanted them to end.. Cuzz its so hard to go and see him. Since its a 1 ½ hour bus trip to rolleston. But its worth it just to see his cute wee face ! I think I will never forget him, but I cant be sure he'll remember me. I get horribly jealous over all the chicks hes friends with.. I feel like a bitch when I do. But I always feel invisible to him.. Hes the only guy I think of in that way.And i havent thought of many guys in that way. Two. I really cant understand what happens to me when im around him. I cant talk and my body always notices hes around.. Now im just sounding like a like sick teenager.. Anna changed love to like btw.
Oh great anna spent her money for our GHDS.. We only have 70$ now..
I must go and set the table.. Write again soon peace out x Oh great mums yelling at me now.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Any where you go ill be proud of you..
Well atm im at callans (: Its pretty fun.. since we've moved the couch over next to the computer so we could talk to hamish tonight.. But he went off after a interesting talk :/ I was hoping I could talk to him tonight.. Since its always hard to get on MSN back home cuzz anna always seems to be on.. or my mum has my laptop. *callan rages* *changes song on my mp3*
Toodaay was good (: i did Drawings and finger paintings. ahahah And did camwhoring!
Lots of it... Gotta love camwhoring.
Note to self: Must still camwhore with hamish
But im always am to shy around him to get my camera out ._.
Callan can count to eight ! 0: 0: 0:
Amazing wee girl !
I can count to 9 0:
coz im more of a amazing wee guuurrrl - love from callan
*steals key board back off callan*
Well im gona leave this at it is now..
Ill write again soon peace ouuuuuuttt x
Toodaay was good (: i did Drawings and finger paintings. ahahah And did camwhoring!
Lots of it... Gotta love camwhoring.
Note to self: Must still camwhore with hamish
But im always am to shy around him to get my camera out ._.
Callan can count to eight ! 0: 0: 0:
Amazing wee girl !
I can count to 9 0:
coz im more of a amazing wee guuurrrl - love from callan
*steals key board back off callan*
Well im gona leave this at it is now..
Ill write again soon peace ouuuuuuttt x
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