Friday, February 20, 2009

hey rachels on 300


Last night.
WOWAZZZ

i watched saw 4
and got reaaaal scared ._.
and had to turn on the light cuzz i was scared of the black man
oh no!
they just kicked the rachels into the massive black whole in 300 O:
yum painted on abs
ahhhhhh wrinkly old man
lmao when mum came into my room last night
she was like: whens anna coming home
it was likw 10:30
and im like isnt she staying at matts
turns out she never told them bahahahaahahaaaa
man those wrinkly people are ugly on 300
eeep so much yelling geez
what guess what:
i got my period
i think the reason im so moody is cuzz i was hardxcore pmsing
I kept blocking and un blocking hamish and moved him down to 9th on my top friends
I couldnt be bothered trying to fix things thb
but later on that night
and un blocked him and asked if he'd talk to me cuzz i was scared of saw 4
he ended up like not talking
then leaving.
OMG AHHH I SAW HER NIPPPLE
hey guess what talia saw tedddy topless.
fat as ginger chicks nipple ;)
f u c k y e a h
LOLAZ yesterday when we were in class and tuhoro pulled my chair out for me\
i was like O: what the hell
man im sick
its gay
cuzz im all raaaaank
omg shes nakeddd!!
i see her nippple
this movie is strange.
too many nipples tbh
there having sex
and anal
and sex
and ive seen her nipple 40986754 times
but no penis
dispointing.
HEY ITS THAT GUY FROM LORD OF THE RINGS!
no need for yelling geez
im starting to get confused latley.
who i like, and who i want to be around
hot gates ;)
old men lolizza
i want to make a high waisted skirt thats black and white with big black buttons.
it'll be awesomee!

Annas doing an icreate thing; and its a couple. Im the chick, but we havent decicded on the guy yet.... Cuuzz it'll be like being a couple.. then we brake up. I cant wait and all.. but whos gona be the guy !??! ^_^ I wanna wear a reeal nice dress.. foral.. flowing...

Tyler texted me.
*icthes face*
Everyones died in this city on 300
*pile of pots fall over*
NOO ITS CHILD
okay hes dead.
they found the villages!
there all deeaad :O
shameeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Thursday, February 19, 2009


why cant times be like this any more.

upsidedown

i feeel my life slowly clip cliping away
soon it will crack
cried today
i dont know why
i think i thought of you
ive been thinking of you for the whole 5 days you didnt talk to me
ill prob think about you for the next 5 days you wont talk to me.
this has been ended... i tihnk
this war has to end some day
soon ill die from effort.

Monday, February 16, 2009

I feel like taking back.

Lol.
Liam
I felt like copying some shit hes said to me.

First time we talked O.O
[21:15] ballin: whats up?
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: uhhhh
[21:15] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i'm eyes hurt.
[21:16] ballin: Eyes hurt?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: crying.
[21:16] ballin: naww.. whats the matter?
[21:16] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: life is shit.
[21:16] ballin: no it's not..
[21:16] ballin: whats wrong?
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: grounded
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: i don't how how to fix it.
[21:17] alice- the only good thing that came out of aussie: or any thing else in my life.
[21:19] ballin: it's only grounded, that'll get better :}
[21:19] ballin: and, dude look on the bright side, and positives if things are down,
[21:19] ballin: trust me, i should know.
[21:20] alice: but i guess it's more than that aee
[21:20] ballin: whats the matter though?
[21:20] ballin: you don't got to talk to me bout it..
[21:20] ballin: but..
[21:20] ballin: it helps sometimes,
[21:20] alice: i've just sorta waken up.
[21:20] alice: & realised.
[21:21] ballin: realisesd?
[21:21] ballin: realised*
[21:21] alice: many things
[21:21] ballin: like..?
[21:21] alice: -thinking
[21:22] alice: life is going so fast.
[21:22] ballin: is it?
[21:22] ballin: well, slow it down..
[21:22] ballin: be thankful for the simple things
[21:23] ballin: the every day things..
[21:23] ballin: you knowm,
[21:23] ballin: like..
[21:23] alice: thats what i'm doing.
[21:23] ballin: if it seems like things are going to fast for you,
[21:23] ballin: just.. throw that away,
[21:23] ballin: and focus on what matters
[21:23] ballin: family, friends, etc.
[21:23] alice: i'm kinda cleaning.
[21:23] ballin: cleaning?
[21:23] alice: washing all the bad stuff away.
[21:24] alice: & coming clean/
[21:24] ballin: Cleansing, enlightenment, (Y)
[21:24] ballin: coming clean?
[21:24] alice: mmm
[21:26] ballin: naww.
[21:26] alice: not like lies.
[21:27] alice: trying to find out who i am.
[21:27] ballin: hey..
[21:27] ballin: it's good your doing that..
[21:27] ballin: but don't let it take over you, you know?
[21:27] ballin: trust me.. i've been there and done that before..
[21:27] ballin: it sometimes makes you over-think things..
[21:27] alice: being myself, not some bitch that my friend is
[21:27] ballin: well thats good.
[21:28] alice: soo
[21:28] ballin: anything you wanna talk about?
[21:28] alice: you.
[21:28] ballin: what about me.
[21:29] alice: well i have no idea who you are.
[21:29] ballin: let's keep it that way.
[21:30] alice: i feel so empty now, that i just poured all out that to anna & my rents :|
[21:30] ballin: what'd you tell them?
[21:31] alice: coz then they'll know
[21:31] alice: & make it easyer for me.
[21:31] ballin: whatd you tell them..
[21:31] alice: that i'm trying really hard to change
[21:32] alice: & i want to get better.
[21:32] ballin: hey, alice..
[21:32] ballin: i'm sure theres NOTHING about you you need to change..
[21:32] ballin: you seem like a really cool person..
[21:32] ballin: dont be so hard on yourself.
[21:32] alice: [:
[21:32] alice: thankyou.
[21:33] ballin: no problem.
[21:33] alice: i'm just thinking oh god i'm so emo i wanna kill my self, but thats just shit.
[21:33] ballin: don't.
[21:33] ballin: and don't even joke about that..
[21:33] alice: mm my friend does it ALL the time
[21:33] alice: & she's a big bitch
[21:34] ballin: i don't like that.
[21:34] ballin: Personal experiences with it, and i dont like those who joke about it..
[21:34] ballin: or say tehre gunna but are just looking for attention
[21:34] ballin: (I havnt tried it, btw, just to clear that up)
[21:34] alice: she sorta rubbed off on me
[21:35] alice: aw why?
[21:35] ballin: a really close mate of mine meadow,
[21:35] ballin: i just had to help her through alot of things..
[21:35] ballin: and had some real tough times with her,
[21:35] alice: yeapp i know about her.
[21:35] ballin: what..?
[21:35] ballin: what do you know?
[21:36] alice: you were talking about her on the bus.
[21:37] ballin: oh,
[21:37] ballin: right.
[21:37] alice: remember
[21:37] ballin: yeah, i do.
[21:37] alice: dammit people always forgot i'm there :|
[21:37] ballin: i didnt forget you were there, i just didnt know what u meant..
[21:38] ballin: dude i thought you were like one of annas mates.. i was like.. oh shet.
[21:38] ballin: x]
[21:38] alice: lol
[21:38] alice: yes i was like lol
[21:38] alice: about what you txted her
[21:38] alice: whos your mate?
[21:38] ballin: XD
[21:39] alice: i was like yusss
[21:39] alice: i look old
[21:39] alice: *older
[21:39] ballin: :D
[21:39] alice: but thats not a good thing.
[21:39] ballin: how old are you..?
[21:39] alice: LOL
[21:39] alice: mmmmmm you don't wanna know
[21:39] ballin: 12?
[21:39] alice: lol yeapp
[21:39] alice: lame
[21:39] ballin: when you turn 13?
[21:40] alice: umm 4 th of jan
[21:40] alice: next year
[21:40] ballin: :-O
[21:40] ballin: wow shit!
[21:40] alice: I KNOW!!
[21:40] ballin: yo like my sisters age...
[21:41] alice: people think i'm 14 :x
[21:41] alice: lol what school?
[21:41] ballin: casebrook.
[21:41] alice: ohhyeah
[21:41] alice: *ohh
[21:41] alice: no yeah..
[21:41] ballin: x]
[21:41] alice: cute.
[21:42] ballin: hah.. sure.. :P
[21:42] alice: lol my friend was like awww alice your so cute today in tech i was um yeahh :/
[21:43] ballin: haha, awwuh :P
[21:43] ballin: yo, whats annas msn?
[21:44] alice: findanna-@hotmail.com
[21:44] alice: so what happened today for you?
[21:45] ballin: fuck all.. wbu?
[21:46] alice: i was staving all day, & i had to paint stupid fruit all my lunch for wearable arts :/ fun
[21:46] alice: *starving
[21:46] ballin: wearable arts.. good times xD
[21:46] alice: sorta
[21:46] alice: its all nerds B)
[21:47] ballin: shaddap oi
[21:47] alice: there all like blah blah omg books blah blah MUMMA MIA!
[21:48] alice: omg i was like righht mumma mia..
[21:48] alice: they weere like OMG i LOVED it! it was wonderful.
[21:48] ballin: i loved it, XD
[21:48] alice: yes, you sang along to all the songs aswell (:
[21:49] ballin: yeah i was like this ghost knight, dressed in black.. with a mask painted white and a spear
[21:49] ballin: :)
[21:51] alice: :/
[21:51] alice: dammit Tuesday.. i hate Tuesday >;(
[21:51] ballin: same,
[21:51] ballin: cos then i have to go to dads
[21:51] ballin: and do these fucking quotes.
[21:52] ballin: invoices*
[21:54] alice: i have to do extension fabric, then wearable arts, & then maybe some p.e in there >;( dammit
[21:56] ballin: guttterreedd oiii
[21:56] ballin: what school u going to next year?
[21:57] alice: pap.
[21:57] alice: duhhh
[21:58] ballin: haha cool, see u there x]
[21:58] alice: lol a mini anna running around
[21:58] ballin: um.. noty.
[21:59] alice: lol
[21:59] alice: i'll prob be taller than her [:
[22:00] ballin: lmao! i'll be year 11..
[22:00] ballin: ill be year 12,
[22:01] ballin: but ill actually be year 11.
[22:01] ballin: cos i got pushed up
[22:01] alice: lol rapist.
[22:01] ballin: if that makes sense
[22:01] ballin: what?
[22:01] alice: erm no.
[22:01] alice: dwwww
[22:01] ballin: lol no what..
[22:01] ballin: well this year im in year 11.. but im supposed to be a year 10.
[22:01] alice: ohh kkk
[22:01] ballin: (:
[22:02] alice: i'll be in erm year 9
[22:02] ballin: i know that.
[22:02] alice: gayyy
[22:02] ballin: why gay?
[22:03] alice: coz everyone will be like oooh shun the year 9s!!
[22:04] ballin: haha turd.. :P nah its nto actually like that..
[22:04] ballin: some of them are like really aggitating..
[22:05] alice: yay i'm getting a hair cut on thursday (:
[22:05] ballin: =D what u getting
[22:05] alice: erm new fringe
[22:06] ballin: how?
[22:06] alice: i have a reallyyyy long piss fringe
[22:06] ballin: XD.
[22:06] ballin: get short.
[22:06] ballin: :}
[22:06] ballin: il-girls with short hair.
[22:06] alice: so its getting cut choppy & layyered
[22:06] alice: NO WAYY!
[22:06] alice: i did that once :/
[22:06] alice: bad idea
[22:06] alice: but its wasn't short short
[22:07] alice: it went all UIFBFGNJB
[22:07] ballin: :P
[22:07] alice: curlyy
[22:08] ballin: haha awh,
[22:08] ballin: im off oi.
[22:08] ballin: nice talking2u
[22:08] alice: kk bye [:
[22:08] ballin: later homie, xx

[20:09] alice: rofl i had hip-hop today, god i sucked.
[20:10] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: lol xD
[20:10] alice: i was like mmm i feel very tall.
[20:10] alice: coz i was with the short people.
[20:11] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ohhh ae
[20:11] alice: also i didn't remember any of it :x
[20:12] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: we did that for pe too
[20:12] alice: rofl hip-hop?
[20:14] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: yeah
[20:14] alice: lol-pictures you doing hip-hop-
[20:15] alice: -cracks up laughing-
[20:15] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: fuck u nigga.

[20:15] alice: -goes to the emo corner -
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: k gud
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: *Stays in the emo corner*
[20:16] alice: ;o but coreys there
[20:16] alice: AHH
[20:16] alice: -runs away from corey-
[20:16] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: corey can suck my dick
[20:17] alice: lol he would like it l
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: ...
[20:17] alice: mm
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: so would u.
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: [:
[20:17] alice: LAMO!!
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: im pretty sure,
[20:17] Baby you're all that i want, when you're lieing here in my arms.: theres not one person who wouldnt
[20:18] alice: -laughing hard out-

[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Staind - Everything changes, outside, so far away, right here waiting.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: k?
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: downloda them
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: make sure u do.
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: So far away and outside are the best tho
[20:23] alice: mm ok
[20:23] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and.. we can listen to them at the same time :D

20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: do u like BMTH?
[20:24] alice: yeapp
[20:24] alice: wait what/
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: bring me the horizon.
[20:24] alice: no
[20:24] alice: NO!
[20:24] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck u then ur gay
[20:24] alice: soryy never heard them :(
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: SHE STARTS HER NEW DIET.. OF..
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: LIQUER, AND DICK!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: PRAY./.
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FOR..
[20:25] alice: ahh -goes cries-
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING.. PLAGGGGGGGGGEUS!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SON GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO DOES SHE!!!!!!!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: THE SUN GOES DOWN!
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: AND SO.. DOES SHEEEEEEEE!!
[20:25] alice: mmmm liqueur YUM
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: FUCKING *SCREAMS SCREAMO UNTIL I FALL DOWN AND DIEZ*
[20:25] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: Btmh - started screamo.

[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: fuck, i wish you werent annas sister
[20:34] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: and were older, lol.
[20:35] alice: ;o
[20:35] alice: whoa
[20:35] (8)and i smoke more weed than every-one..: dont tell her i said that.


[18:04] Christchurch has been infected.: cocnaine lol
[18:05] you kiss like cocnaine: hi [;
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: Spell it right.
[18:05] Christchurch has been infected.: it's gonna annoy me.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: kk.
[18:06] you kiss like cocnaine: ohhhkk
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: COCAINE
[18:07] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: better.
[18:07] Christchurch has been infected.: ;D
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: ITS NOT THAT ANY MORE!
[18:08] when i'm holding you, there is no way to let go.: gahh so bored.
[18:08] Christchurch has been infected.: I'm macking Lauren
[18:08] alice: uhuh.
[18:08] alice: thats nice dear.
[18:09] Christchurch has been infected.: :]
[18:09] alice: rightt.
[18:09] alice: what are some of bring me to the horizon songs?
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: bring me the horizon*
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: um,
[18:10] alice: OHHHKK
[18:10] alice: lolol
[18:10] alice: got it now.
[18:10] Christchurch has been infected.: pray for plagues, traitors never play hangman, i used to make out with medusa, tell slater not to wash his dick.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: oh and Liquor and love lost.
[18:11] alice: mmm kk :|
[18:11] alice: downloading songs.
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: yeah g.
[18:11] alice: trying to find songs..
[18:11] Christchurch has been infected.: what sort you want?
[18:12] don't let me fall.: i'm liking techo right now
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: hmm.
[18:12] Christchurch has been infected.: Sandstorm - Darude
[18:13] don't let me fall.: got that xD
[18:13] Christchurch has been infected.: ;]
[18:14] don't let me fall.: i'm gona be alone in my house tonight D:
[18:15] Christchurch has been infected.: same lol
[18:16] alice.: i wanted to go with anna.
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: where they going
[18:16] alice.: anna?
[18:16] Christchurch has been infected.: ye
[18:17] alice.: idk
[18:17] alice.: she's going to get wasted
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: lolmeannnnnn
[18:17] alice.: haydens mates party
[18:17] Christchurch has been infected.: grace?
[18:18] alice.: she worn my top i was going to wear to hayens/
[18:18] alice.: idk.
[18:18] Christchurch has been infected.: buggerrr lol? what top is it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: i have nearly worn it
[18:19] let me burn & die.: my black thingy one
[18:19] let me burn & die.: was keeping it for haydens XD
[18:20] let me burn & die.: *never
[18:20] Christchurch has been infected.: lol, dam anna.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: lol wdf POD did thriller last night
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEF0dAlvgc
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: gorgeous song.
[18:21] let me burn & die.: hope she dodn
[18:21] let me burn & die.: yes!
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: ?
[18:21] let me burn & die.: whats it called?
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: just watch it.
[18:21] Christchurch has been infected.: Christian rock ftw!
[18:22] let me burn & die.: I CANT
[18:22] let me burn & die.: cuzz i cant go on tubeyou XD
[18:22] let me burn & die.: my dads downloading music.
[18:23] Christchurch has been infected.: Will you be there- Skillet
[18:24] let me burn & die.: ok.
[18:24] let me burn & die.: [:
[18:25] let me burn & die.: rofl when my dad listens to the songs i'm geting he's going to me lke ok...
[18:25] let me burn & die.: XD
[18:26] Christchurch has been infected.: roflmao, it can be our song yes?

Really cba reading any more
or putting any more on

Just fo Ryan.

Ryan wanted some one to write about him some where.
So hes being starred in my blogger !
Hes very excited about this.
Yes he is indeed.

[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: omg i wana see my bloody valentine!!:-O


i dont know who that is !!!
or what
no wait
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: this 3D horror movie
[21:54] ryans_evo@hotmail.com: :-O



Wowowow
Ryan I met at sophies party.
When Liam started this fight with these guys... I was scared..
so I was like ahh i want a hug *looks at ryan*
Alice: not from you *walks away*

HE WAS CRUSHED
so wanted a hug from me lol
Then yeah i dont really remember talking to him after that.

Me and Ryan have show your burn day tommorow!
(: im uber excitedd!
its gona be br00tal *gets out burn on rist*


Hes telling me to hurry up
we waved today
it was epic!
and he walked past me on one wet lunch
ahahhaha stalker who remembers when ryans around.

Ryans cool.
And cute ahahahah ^-^
and likes milk.
and has a kitten!
and and erm
im gona post this now ahahahah

*post*

Friday, February 13, 2009

fuck me whore

callan rants on alices blogger

GAH everyone fuck off im sick of people; friends becomign friends with my friends
people getting angry over bebo friends
people saying i hate them
gah gah gah gah gah gah gah your all a bunch of hypocrites
SUCK my MASSIVE cock MOTHER FUCKER



lots of love shown by callan here


btw alice is soooo cute!
she's sleeping next to me ^^,

Which one do i belong to?

Sicksicksick
OF THIS SHIT CALLED A LIFE
You dont care about me
obv.
Why dont you just say?
You dont reply to my comments
just say 'lulz' it texts.
I hanged with sam and cole today :D
It was fun.. and a nice change.
Then anna came and dropped my stuff off at callan cuzz i was staying the night..
and then we made her drive us to doms :D
Then we hanged there Had some freaking LOLS
Walked/ran back to callans with dom
Liam got the door and gave dom a weird look
Dom has cute az animals in his house ^__^
Hes cool B)
Gah I hate how you flirt with me, and every one else around you.
I dont like it.
I got all excited about you giving the wee 'xx's' when you went..
but later you said it to callan.
IT FUCKS ME OFF,
im sorta pissed off at every thing.
How people who havent meet put each other so high up in there top friends
How you steal my friends, then they forget about me.
How you flirt with every chick around you, but how your sooo cute.
How im getting upset.
oh great now talias gone all 'we've grow apart'
fuck
nononoonononon
I dont want to lose my best friend
ilovetyler
OMFG
lol at when sam went up to the chick and said : i think you should pull your skirt down, theres children around
IT WAS GREEAAT!
i dids to much milling today ._.
my head hhurtts.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Heard the word?

.__. woke up at 5:15 to download music.
NEED SOME MUSIC TO DOWN LOADD!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

My Final Breath Is Gone-


GOOD MORNING MY LOVELYS C:
AAHHHH RUN AWAY FROM THE MOP OF HAIRRR!!
lol wait its just alice with wet hair n__n
arent i sexyy!!
SEXY MOP!
it bugs the shit outa me.. i cant see any thing barley...
._.

Today I have:school.
Wowaz!
But i start at 9:30 this morning sweeeet.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Plastic Fanstic..

At the times we can.. You can go out.. and come back home to change every thing about you..
Nose jobs.. Boob jobs.. Fake tans..
Me and Callan hate porn.
Guys these days, most of them.. watch porn.. The chicks that have massive fake balloons for boobs... Long fake tanned legs.. Blowed up lips.. Orange covered skin... Its digusting


It makes us normal girl.. Be put next to them.. Of corse we dont have the amazing bodies... and boobs... and ass.. and legs


[01:29] Callan: gaaaaaaaaah I HATE PORN
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: WHY!
[01:29] Callan: WHATS TO LIKE ABOUT IT; IT JUST MAKES GIRLS FEEL BAD ._.
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: OMG YES
[01:29] Alice-CAMWHORE: CUZZ THEY HAVE MASSIVE BOOBS AND SHIT
[01:30] Callan: im like D:
[01:30] Alice-CAMWHORE: AND WE HAVE TO BE PUT NEXT TO THOSE AMAZING BODIES
[01:30] Callan: EXACTLY! ITS LIKE I DONT LOOK LIKE THAT... *CRIES*
[01:31] Alice-CAMWHORE: D: THEY SHOULD MAKE PORN ... LIKE MORE REAL.
[01:32] Callan: BUT GUYS DONT FIND IT ATTRACTIVE; AND ONLY SOME GURLS CAN LOOK LIKE THAT ._.
[01:32] Alice-CAMWHORE: ITS NOT FAIR D:
[01:33] Callan: I AM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT; *HIDES BODY*
[01:33] Alice-CAMWHORE: FREAKING HELL YES.. SRS SOME ONE SHOULD DO SOME THING.
[01:34] Callan: I KNOW! BUT ITS LIKE THE GURLS WHO LOOK GOOD AND DO IT FOR A LIVING AND GUYS LIKE IT.. SO WE JUST HAVE TO TRY LOOK LIKE IT AND EVERYTHING D:

[02:50] Alice-CAMWHORE: LOOK AT THE PLASTIC RACK
[02:51] Callan: I HAVE SMALL BOOBS WOOOO SHE HAS MASSIVE FAKE HOT SEXY BOOBS YAY
[02:51] Alice-CAMWHORE: >;[
[02:52] Callan: LOOK AT HER PERFECT SKIN
[02:52] Alice-CAMWHORE: raraa *orange glow*
[02:52] Callan: HER GREAT FLAT DTOMACH AND CURVES
[02:52] Callan: STOMACH*
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and ass*
[02:53] Callan: AND CUNT
[02:53] Alice-CAMWHORE: and legs
[02:54] Callan: AND ARMS AND BACK AND FEET
[02:54] Callan: AND FACE
[02:54] Alice-CAMWHORE: nails lols
[02:54] Callan: FINGERS AND HANDS
[02:54] Callan: ANKLES
[02:55] Callan: HIPS; SHOULDERS
[02:55] Callan: GAH
[02:56] Alice-CAMWHORE: oihoghdfio *rants*
[02:57] Callan: *RAGES AND RANTS*
[02:58] Callan: IM LIKE OH YAY I LOOK NOTHING LIKE THAT >___> I AM WHITE AND FAT UPER LEGS AND STOMACH AND NOT PERFECT SKIN OR MASSIVE FAKE BOOBS AND ALOT MORE
[03:00] Callan: WE HAVE TO MAKE OURSELF LOOK AS MUCH LIKE IT; ITS LIKE OKAY THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK LIKE


the worlds fucked... These people arent heathly looking ffs.
it looks painfull to be them..
Make porn more like life... Not with alien looking porn stars who look like they are so full of them self.. And only doing it for money.. The whores...
I know this isnt some thing i should be ranting about... But some one has to do some thing.. Porns supposed to be 18rated.. But any one can find it.. Srsly.. Its not fair to normal people.. Making us seem like we're not enough..
If you and your boy friend had a healthy sex life.. etc etc and he still watches porn.. That makes you feel like your not enough.. Like you need to be size 0 but still fit a DD bra.. Or bigger. Pushing you to extrms.. Dieting.. Worst than the fashion world. Much worst.

Guys need to think more about how much these girls arent real.







Thursday, February 5, 2009

ilovecallan(:

school = GREAT cuzz callan was there C:

Raa Raa I cant really remember any thing about school.
Talia called meee.
And asked if i wanted to go classical sparks..
I hadnt seen her in a while so later on a rolled to her house..
And we dids some camwhoring
Waited for Oliver to get to talias..
Straigthened hairrr.
And then left..
Walked into the park.. was texting sam..
He made me go to the back of the field..
I saws him but i didnt want to go over cuzz he was with all these scene kids >_<
After texting him to turn around and i had to jump around so he could see me.
I walked up to him and he gaves me a hug then dragged me allll the wayyy back to his friends.. His mate jordan shook my hand, i was like wtf.
Robyn, christie and ashlee (i think?) Were there.. I was real scared cuzz there big bebo famous kids :/
Talia and Oliver walked off so i had to go and run after them..
I saw sooo many people.
I saw Paris and ran up and hugged her..!
We saw trent talias ex. I ran up and gave him a massive attach hug.. His black friend was like 'whoaaa crazey bitch'
I saw sam again.. More hugs and he stole my lolly pop D: buts he gave me it back. and Robyn hugged mes to ^-^
I saw ANOTHER sam... I was like hii sam! and hes like whatt who are you? but then later on he texted me asking if i was the alice he knew... Later on I went and talked to him
Made by talia and oliver.. I gots a hug off him o: and so did talia and olive lmaoo.
I got a high five off a random guy! and stareed at some black guy xD
Lots of guys said hi to us.. :/
I was uber scared of everyone..
Night from greaat.
dammit i wanted to hug a hot emo guy D:

So today I was walking down st ablans street.. I then i texted sammm saying i was down his street and made him go out side. ahahha. Cuzz I had to waste some time cuzz talia was in the showerr.. We chated about sleeping walking.. and last night and um english people? And other shit. and then he had to go cuzz he left his door open and i had to go and walk to talias..
Then me and talia went a meet nathann in towniez (:
Thats always funfunfun
we went to bk and ate food nomomoomomomomom
meet some bree and kate chick.. mmm yea :/

But all in all it was a great two days : D

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Clicksoutofit.

First day of high school.
Goyt up to my alarm at 6:02 showered, waited for my hair to dry, used annies straighteners. Packed rara
I smiled when hamish texted me saying: have a good day (some thing along those lines)
My hair was uber straight in the morning :/
Texted hamish till i had to go to school and listened to my mp3



Then later on nathan called me (:
That made me happyy :D :D
Hes so nice to talk to.

Now ive got hamish....
ufhviudfhivuhf
IM SO HAPPYY!
but like now hamish >_>

Sleep nowz

Here Goes Nothing'

Todays the first day of school ^-^
eeep and its raining !
dammmiiiiit !
Im gona try and make my hair not go curly D:<
Wonder how things will go~
Gooood i hope
Well i gotta gets ready now





byezzzzz C:

Monday, February 2, 2009

Tell Me If Your Gona Die.

OKay today was fun;
Walked 94357894 miles with anna. Normal town raa raa who gives a fuck.

Hamish txted me this afternoon. saying "sorry"
As it goes on he doesnt like me.. I didnt know that..
He didnt think I liked him any more..
I dont even think he liked me az long az i have liked him
and then hes all like "what about nathan and liam"
That hurt me Cuzz i think it meant like i had all these guys already lined up for me..
Like heaps of guys like me.. No they dont.
and saying like id be over him so quickly.
I asked really what have i done to your life thats so great?
He said: i met an amazing person
D: Im not all hating on him.. but I feel so stupid
I was freaking liking the shit out of him and he never liked me..
BUts buts I neeeed him still ):

Its a love story baby just say yes..

I need a schoolbag...
Badly! Schools 2m ^-^

Yesterday day was fun with talia (:
Was gona meeeet sam cuzz we live like one street away.. but his rents found out that he ditched school so he couldnt get out of the house ): In town me and talia had some lolz "the fire rages in me" queer voice people look at alice strange.. Had some $2 nomomomon! I swear i love the stuff.. buts buts i love talia more (: I have been going to town like everyday for the past week or something.. Im real OMG iphdfivhdfiv about school tomroow!
Kate was txting me off hamishes phone yesterday to... I am sorta getting sick of her and going on and on about how much they love each other.. I felt like never talking to him again.. but i really couldnt go that long before i had to txt him :/ Cuzz what if i like other guys at pap.. I cant say: oh yeah i like a guy that i never see. Its a new start.. I really hope it goes well ._.
When i was txting hamish he said some like this: Well if you think that i think you should leave =.=
I was real angry about that.. and matt was making fun of me liking him when we were eating diner.. Which was tachos ! YUM I really am confused about hamish... cuzz i feel like i AM wasting my time.. Whats the point of liking some thing who you never see.. and now hes back at school hes gona be with kate 24/7.. and other people so they can have little bitch sheshes.. I hate that. And now hes all happy cuzz of seeing kate.. Yeah thats good that hes happy (: but like i was thinking: have I ever made him that happy?
Later on at night time hamish txted me going : hey alice.. Then acting like every thing was normal.. I decided talking to him and being all happy for now.. I didnt feel like bitching. I txted hamish till like 11 then he stopped txting me back.. He could have said bye ): That always makes me feel unwanted cuzz I knew he was txting the wonderfull kateface.
Then nathan txted me :D saying i love you alice.. Then we had a nice wee chat (: I liked that.. He always can make me happy.. We talked for like 30 mins then he went to sleepyzz. So i lay there thinking for a while.. Then fell asleep to my mp3 still on! So nows its like flat >;(
Anna just got her exam papers back i think.. There was alot of screaming and "omg let me open it dad"
This morning I had like 3 people txting me at once I was like ahh *pulls hair out*
*drys hair with towel*
Wonder when anna willl be ready..
My skins getting better :D Its real soft! Its slowly getting better... Which im so fucking happy about... Somme day it'll be gone..
Ive started talking to some new people.. I want to meet some new people.. So I maybe can forget some... Also I saw Liam in town when I was with Nathan, Calland and Anna.... He looked hot C: I was like omg liam *acts all shy* He was being all nice to anna.. I was thinking maybe i should've said hi.
Im hoping i can get more asia bracelets that i got yesterday for 50c (: there cool ! I want more bracelet even though i have like 20 ^-^
Wonder if Hamish and Tyler are still going to Talias house on Friday.. I dont know If i want to see hamish atm. But ill prob when I see him..
Gah and now annas going on about how im not being me and im going all emo
ffs ! emos are fags, no ones emo any more... !
Im sick of people telling me not to be me;

Sunday, February 1, 2009

endendendendendend- end it now before im in to deep.

uhhh.
Can it stop stop stop
NOW


I want to just forget it all

He realy loves you.. You just dont love yourself

Todaytoday.
was greatgreat

Town was once fun.
With help from: Nathan, Callan and my beautiful anna (:
Waved at tourist buses ! (: got waved back at !
Havnet talked to hamish in a while...