Now im running and screaming.

D; :D o; :/ ;z
kill me
and some one love me

well i have no chocolate in my bellybutton.

Im happy.
(: very happy indeed.
Couldnt cba trying to help any one.
Cuzz im happy
and fuck all.
Weekeend is going to be long.
But good.
im happy.
So who cares.
If im happy, well every one else dont matter.

Homopants

Alice:I wasnt going to give your love, i cant
Hamish: U homopants
Alice:I dont have pants on. So your homopants !
Hamish: Niether do i so shame
Alice: awh fuck. No ones homopants
Hamish: dam
:) ehehehee

Meandmyheartgotissues

Dropped my phone in the toilet, i just needed to pee so badly.
Parents are fighting more often.
I really am sick of falling asleep to dad yelling at mum, then mum going into annas room and crying her eyes out to her.
Iwantittoend.
Or me being a little kid and not knowing whats going on.
I dont know if its best they stay together.
But mums to weak, shes only got dad.
' love you forever, through the worst'

There are some things going on in my life
1. hamish; i really dont get you. Two greatest days were the days we were nice to me. This is just a crush.But im sick of always having to think of you. I just would once that we'd be fine. Why do i say that? you make me happy, so happy. Its simple. But you want nothing to do with me. Spreading around that im a bitch raa raa. You have no idea what thats makes me feel. Remember when i said i loved you. HA ! god i was so stupid. But your just a fagface now. And im jealous of talking to talia and callan and every other fucking girl you talk to. Now theress that lauren chick. Obv she likes you. Obv you like her. She reminds me of me when we first met. You were my 'him' and still are. This is the lamness stupidest lame fucking sadest part of my life.. Anna asked think of what makes you happy; only thing i thought of was hamish.
2. Kaylah; you are really annoying with me with forgeting the head phones for a whole two weeks. grrr its not that fucking hard to put some head phones into your bag at night. Fuck stop thinking about your hair or how much make ups on your fucking face. oh no wait your prob making out with some random guys at a party.
3. Ryan(pap); whywhywhywhwyhwywhywhwyhwyhwyw i wish i was older, and i wasnt scared of talking to you at school.
4. Ryan (rolleston); im hoping at our day in town will be the bestest. I feel like hanging with some one i can talk to. and just relax since i have no worrys. {: i really cant wait. I what a bigg hugg mr.

Im reading the saddest book about a girl going out with a guy that hurts her :/ 'Meet Me At The Boathouse'

Todays going to be busy D;<

gots lots of shat to do.
{: last night was great

You blocked me from reading your blogger, how sad.

your sad.

Looking for love?

I happy.
but confused
im sick
but im well..
I cant really be bothered going to school.. so i said i was sick.
I am sick, but i could go to school.
I just want to sit on the computer the whole day.. and drink water from my bathroom tap.
Even though its rank and warm.
Callan - i feel like i never see or talk to you any more
Talia - your wonderful
Tyler- i miss you, but why are you changing?
Ryan - i want to talk to you on the phone again for an hour
Nathan - i want your brothers penis
Hamish - ....

I want to add randoms on bebo.. and talk to them (:
I want more people on msn..
so i might get more peoples msn
I smell.
ewww

All i ever wanted.

I remember when we met.I was going to sleep at your house for new years. i had just met you. and tyler was drunk.. and i was real shy and trying to be all cool with you on msn. i was trying hard to get it to worrrkk.in the end we never up meeting till like a few weeks later.
I rememeber when you called me at like 2 in the morning and we sat talking till like 5.. i dont even remember what we were talking about. We were so closeish then
I remember i texted you every morning and you'd text back at about 12:15.. weird how i remember every thing about us.
I thought you were the most amazing guy. I was foolish and hadnt even met you. I starting liking you the first night we talked. Till like... 5.
You liked me, i liked you.
I warned you, i warned you i would screw up your life.
But i think you screwed mine.. Now you left me. Stopping us talking. Yes if you ask:
i do think about you every day.
i do miss you like crazy.
remember we when first first met at the bus exchange. First thing i ever said to you: well this is awkward
and when you and tyler went home you gave me a hard gangster hand shake and boned me in the boob. *ouch*
I didnt know if i liked you still.
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wow why i am writing this
prob since your still a big part of my life.
this doesnt mean any thing.
but me ranting
this is great.

Ryans phone turns off and on..

im talking to ryan on the phone :)
its interesting
cuzz im alone.
every ones away
im reaaalll tired
i saw nathan and talia today in towwn.
ummm yeaaah.
that didnt go very well.