Meandmyheartgotissues

Dropped my phone in the toilet, i just needed to pee so badly.
Parents are fighting more often.
I really am sick of falling asleep to dad yelling at mum, then mum going into annas room and crying her eyes out to her.
Iwantittoend.
Or me being a little kid and not knowing whats going on.
I dont know if its best they stay together.
But mums to weak, shes only got dad.
' love you forever, through the worst'

There are some things going on in my life
1. hamish; i really dont get you. Two greatest days were the days we were nice to me. This is just a crush.But im sick of always having to think of you. I just would once that we'd be fine. Why do i say that? you make me happy, so happy. Its simple. But you want nothing to do with me. Spreading around that im a bitch raa raa. You have no idea what thats makes me feel. Remember when i said i loved you. HA ! god i was so stupid. But your just a fagface now. And im jealous of talking to talia and callan and every other fucking girl you talk to. Now theress that lauren chick. Obv she likes you. Obv you like her. She reminds me of me when we first met. You were my 'him' and still are. This is the lamness stupidest lame fucking sadest part of my life.. Anna asked think of what makes you happy; only thing i thought of was hamish.
2. Kaylah; you are really annoying with me with forgeting the head phones for a whole two weeks. grrr its not that fucking hard to put some head phones into your bag at night. Fuck stop thinking about your hair or how much make ups on your fucking face. oh no wait your prob making out with some random guys at a party.
3. Ryan(pap); whywhywhywhwyhwywhywhwyhwyhwyw i wish i was older, and i wasnt scared of talking to you at school.
4. Ryan (rolleston); im hoping at our day in town will be the bestest. I feel like hanging with some one i can talk to. and just relax since i have no worrys. {: i really cant wait. I what a bigg hugg mr.

Im reading the saddest book about a girl going out with a guy that hurts her :/ 'Meet Me At The Boathouse'