Well thats start on the plus side+
Callans last night was uber fun (:
But ill start from about 10ish that night.
Hamish had been acting strange to us in the past two days. After i went to rollteston to see him. Which I thought was weird. I was crushed to find that he had moved me & callan down two spots on his top friends. And thats how i started getting worried.. We asked why he had done that. He said he had more closer friends. That compelty cut me. But I knew it was the truth. I have only knew him for around a month. But i have contected with him strongly.But ill talk about him later on.
I read his blogger for the first time last night.. I cried over the blog explaining his love for his best friend. Kate. Like any normal, person I got jealous. I thought horribly of how I wanted to be in her place.. To know him that well. And wondered if she thought the same about him..
We had a tiny fight over it.. which i dont want to go into description. But I did see another side of him. That frighten me :/ We made up etc etc blah blah. And for the rest of the night me & callan just chilled, that was nice. I found out that tv at 3-4 scares.
I was getting tired az so I feel asleep on the couch and callan had to wake me so we could move into her room. Then we talked for agessssss (: i love doing that. I feel aslepp i think to her talking ahhaha.
We woke up to her faggot of a brother liam jumped on me, claiming that one of callans friends that she does horse riding with was on the phone. So for the next 15-20 I had to listen to that chicks bitchy whiney voice coming out of the phone. Annoyed that I had been awoken. From on from that I was texted by talia so I got callan up so I could call her. We talked about what happened last night with Hamish.. Rachel was there too. We made some breakfast while scanning around bebo. Later on we got Hamish to go on webcam. So we got entertained by his cat rory while he was in the shower. And left the webcam on so we could watch his tv ^^,
While waiting for his return we had an awesome sing off !! lol and headbanging fun az. While talking to ryaan & tyler (:
When hamish came back from his shower, his hair was wet. He looked so incredibly cute ! He was eating his towel,and smiling the cutest wee smiles ! (: That made me smile, and then that made me realize how much I miss him.. and in a month he had changed my whole life..He talked to me like no other guy has. Hes so fun to be around, since ive only seen him four times. But those times I never wanted them to end.. Cuzz its so hard to go and see him. Since its a 1 ½ hour bus trip to rolleston. But its worth it just to see his cute wee face ! I think I will never forget him, but I cant be sure he'll remember me. I get horribly jealous over all the chicks hes friends with.. I feel like a bitch when I do. But I always feel invisible to him.. Hes the only guy I think of in that way.And i havent thought of many guys in that way. Two. I really cant understand what happens to me when im around him. I cant talk and my body always notices hes around.. Now im just sounding like a like sick teenager.. Anna changed love to like btw.
Oh great anna spent her money for our GHDS.. We only have 70$ now..
I must go and set the table.. Write again soon peace out x Oh great mums yelling at me now.
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