Welcome to heartbrake;

Welcome to heartbrake

OKay;
right now im going through the 'fix up look sharp'
stage.
Im trying to be real happy.
Find things about me that people dont like.. and well try to change tbh.
Every ones like ' no dont change you dont need to'
But it still bugs me in my brain that you said i bitch to much.
Thats my reason for change.
I thought we were all good now,
but maybe i was just making my self think that.
You moved me down,
You dont understand why its a big deal.
It isnt for you.
But for me.
You should have just pushed me over, and watch her step over me.

I wont cry,
i wont cry no more.

Tuhoros amazing,
Even though we only talk in one class.
It makes me happy,
like im wanted.
we have good lols
We're two different people but i like that :}

We just had a weird thing when i told you i liked you.
And then you were all like would you go there.
It all went to fast.
You know we wouldnt see each other cuzz you live in rolleston. :/

FLASH YOUR TITTIES

I cant stand this
I want to rip my face off.
Then cry till im dry.
This isnt about me liking you,
this is about our friendship.

Ive worked so hard on all my friend friendships and with just a few comments and loves you can get into peoples top friends.
You so lucky.
You dont know how beautiful you are.
You dont know how perfect you are.
You can get any one.
But im unwanted and lying on the ground with dirt on my face.
No one looks at me.
No one bothers.