One word; that makes me.

Tyler.

push me outta a window, but you cant keep me down.

BOYSBOYSBOYS
have penies O.O
Tuhoro :
Was being overly nice last night and said he missed me heaps,
i miss him heaps too.
I miss our wee play fights at school
and me getting moody at him at class.
I really love class cuzz of him.
Hayden :
Said he likes me alot but he doesnt know why..
Hes my 'main' guy atm.
Least i can see him easly
like i was walking down papauni road and so was he.
i staarted freaking out if he saw me id run away.
Dad :
Asked if id been beaten up cuzz of a massive pimple on my chin,
ew ew ew
i haves theeee WORST skin atm.
Callans brother :
DRANK HAMISHES MOTHER FUCKING DRINK -.-
and said i had pimples.
I might kill him tonight ;D

Liam :
LOL at our wee chat on msn.
it was queer.
Matt :
Has started being my big bother, and wanting to beat the guys up that hurt me.
Its great.
Tyler :
Is just an amazing person,
that i get to hang wiv on thursday !
Just me and him
it'll be nice.

I like 3 people,
all in that list.
and NO i dont like my dad!
or matt.
or liam.
or callans bro'



you were such a lovely boy..

Away away away

ill scared of going away.
to wellington for a week,
i know things will change.
this thing will turn into you guys liking each other.
how could you.
how could you.
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how could you.



you were talking about how some times he didnt feel like talking and some times he did;
i said straight back, yeah i know. I have done this before you.


Yes he used to text me all like time with little smileys
and we made little plans and wrote them on our pages.

i have been there, and done fucking just that.
nothings fucking new.
every bodys used goods.

fillabong

Tuhoro called him self fat D:
I got angry at him.
I am too tired for words.
imustgo
or i think i might die.

Welcome to heartbrake;

Welcome to heartbrake

OKay;
right now im going through the 'fix up look sharp'
stage.
Im trying to be real happy.
Find things about me that people dont like.. and well try to change tbh.
Every ones like ' no dont change you dont need to'
But it still bugs me in my brain that you said i bitch to much.
Thats my reason for change.
I thought we were all good now,
but maybe i was just making my self think that.
You moved me down,
You dont understand why its a big deal.
It isnt for you.
But for me.
You should have just pushed me over, and watch her step over me.

I wont cry,
i wont cry no more.

Tuhoros amazing,
Even though we only talk in one class.
It makes me happy,
like im wanted.
we have good lols
We're two different people but i like that :}

We just had a weird thing when i told you i liked you.
And then you were all like would you go there.
It all went to fast.
You know we wouldnt see each other cuzz you live in rolleston. :/

FLASH YOUR TITTIES

I cant stand this
I want to rip my face off.
Then cry till im dry.
This isnt about me liking you,
this is about our friendship.

Ive worked so hard on all my friend friendships and with just a few comments and loves you can get into peoples top friends.
You so lucky.
You dont know how beautiful you are.
You dont know how perfect you are.
You can get any one.
But im unwanted and lying on the ground with dirt on my face.
No one looks at me.
No one bothers.