This War Is Ours.

Ohgreat
Callan had a massive fight with sam,tyler... I dont know about hamish.. But probs..

Now hes not replying to my comments...
and moved everyone off his top friends but 3 people.
>__< hoping this doesnt end badly.
That would be unfair..
I didnt do anyting.

nononononon hope no screwing up
nononoonononononononononononononononoononononon
not when things were getting better...


Iloveyoufirst.

When Im Done With You, You Wont Have A Cunt Left.

I feel like bringing up some of the times Ive loved and hated;

Loved the time when Talia, Me and annie stayed out till 12 at annnies mums, and made chocolate stuff.. One of the best nights ever ! Then I got grounded >_>

Hated the time when I found out he was going out with her.. I cried till I couldnt breathe.

Loved christmas in the park.. I think of about it lots.. I really wish that could have never happened.. But I still want to happen again.. To be in your arms once more. And after it... me and callan LOL good night.

When me and callan did finger painting and did some fucked up singing to songs.

New years with sam (pimp lol) Hamish (cutiee (: ) and tyezz !!! (cool kid)
At 12 saw some interesting things *cough sam cough* but phonezz was fun ^^

Many timez with anna (: lol

the timez when I went with town with jamie on every sunday..

Thw formal ! omg lol katie GRINNNNDDD IITTT
she is such a hoe.

We Were Both Young.

Amazing Amazing boy.
Your so fucking nice.. and cute.
And just like you. You dont have to pretent about any thing.
You can always make me smile..
Greatest at doing the soulja boy dance
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monononononon hamish

Your Eyes In The Glasss.

>;( To start off this rant about today;
Mum wont buy me a new bra sdbvdiofb annnoooyyyiiinnnnng! She said ive been getting to much new stuff lately >__< Gah.
Anyhoe.
Today me and talia got up at like Seven. To get ready for going to rolleston today raa raa tick tock tick tock *buses* Some weirdos were on the bus.. And me and talia laughed at em' We're so nice.
We got to rolly and hanged out i gues... I really couldnt be fucked writing this as you can see..
All i want is more hamish hugs >__<
I cant be fucked with this.
gah idfhvidfnvifngvi

Sugar Cube Tonights The Night.

Talias going to get naked now o.O so I thought it might be a good chance to write in muy blog ^^

Today was another interesting but great day (:
I got up and called talia.. and talked to her about going to rolleston on Saturday day.. And sleeping at her house tonight.
But anna raged at me going to rolleston again..
Saying that Hamish and stuff are going to forgot me when I go back to school..
I got real angry at her cuzz she was being my mother..
She said she was guna telll mum and dad that I have been going to rolleston etc etc.. If she did that..
But in the end she let me go :D so i get to seee hamish 2m (:
I think it might be the last time I might seee him for a while..
HOLLY SHZEET TALIAS JUST WEARING A TOWEL
MEEP AWKWARD!!!!!!!!!!! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON !
Okay back to what I was saying.. Im guna try and talk to him more and stuff.. Cuzz I compelty fail at talking/being around him.. >;[
After that I cleaned my rooom and did my jobs and stuff..
Then my mum was in my room and we were talking about how Im all moody and stuff.. Then she asked
whats wrong then I started talking to her about how im all nervous about high school.. and how im so ashamed by my bad skin.. No one knows about it.. But my closest friends.. Nio one guessses that under my fringe.. Its a horrible disguting ewwness ojdtogpijftgiopjf
So than I started crying to my mum.. Which is weird cuzz I never talk to her about things like that. I liked it.. To know I can turn to mum.. And my sister (:
Just not my dad... My parents had ANOTHER fight today :/ Its like they dont know we can hear everything they yell at each other.. I hurts me.. They have been married about 19? 18 years... Its just horrible to see there love slowly oh so slowly go.. D:
Okay but after all that crying and listening to a fight.. I did some photograghying with anna :D thats always fun.. Other than three guys staring the shit out of me >__< I just like *wants to pull the finger at them*

I got home.. did some more work.. Then walked to talias.. Rachel was there.. So it was shit awkward for me :/ But after she left.. ME AND TALIA ROCKED OUT !!
god i love her... We are so close ! I never never ever ever eversghdfuih want to stop being bestfriends with her ! For fucks sake we did drawing for like two hours this after noon... We always are never bored.. :D :D WE HAD A PET SNAIL!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUCKING COOL ! idhgif i love our snail !!! HE WAS AWESOMEEE!!! Shomie ! he was mint and rocked ! we gave him rocks and leaves and stuf xD and went to the park with him and played hide and seek xD and went on the swings and the slide !! but we sadly had to let him go D: oh And we went to gees house to ! And talked. AND OMG I SAW A RANDOM GUY IN HIS BOXERS !! I mean man... Shut the curtains ! you never know theres litte girls walking past !
Me and talia have to get up early to start busing to Rolleston :D :D
Guna try and get there earlierrrrr.
All in all... Its neen a good AND bad day D:D
I cant wait for pap >__<
Peacee outtttttttttttttttttttttttt x

cutcutcutcutcut+chip

Saying nothing is better than my kateface...
And that makes me feel..

Friendsforever?

aw fuckles >_<
I had a fight with talia tonight..
And im really getting sick of people moving me around there top friends cuzz i said some thing or did some thing..
It shouldnt bug me. but it just does.
And im bored so im writing another blog..
Annnas ingoring me.. talking to other people hmph

+ I have chocolate in my belly button

Well thats start on the plus side+

Callans last night was uber fun (:

But ill start from about 10ish that night.

Hamish had been acting strange to us in the past two days. After i went to rollteston to see him. Which I thought was weird. I was crushed to find that he had moved me & callan down two spots on his top friends. And thats how i started getting worried.. We asked why he had done that. He said he had more closer friends. That compelty cut me. But I knew it was the truth. I have only knew him for around a month. But i have contected with him strongly.But ill talk about him later on.

I read his blogger for the first time last night.. I cried over the blog explaining his love for his best friend. Kate. Like any normal, person I got jealous. I thought horribly of how I wanted to be in her place.. To know him that well. And wondered if she thought the same about him..

We had a tiny fight over it.. which i dont want to go into description. But I did see another side of him. That frighten me :/ We made up etc etc blah blah. And for the rest of the night me & callan just chilled, that was nice. I found out that tv at 3-4 scares.

I was getting tired az so I feel asleep on the couch and callan had to wake me so we could move into her room. Then we talked for agessssss (: i love doing that. I feel aslepp i think to her talking ahhaha.

We woke up to her faggot of a brother liam jumped on me, claiming that one of callans friends that she does horse riding with was on the phone. So for the next 15-20 I had to listen to that chicks bitchy whiney voice coming out of the phone. Annoyed that I had been awoken. From on from that I was texted by talia so I got callan up so I could call her. We talked about what happened last night with Hamish.. Rachel was there too. We made some breakfast while scanning around bebo. Later on we got Hamish to go on webcam. So we got entertained by his cat rory while he was in the shower. And left the webcam on so we could watch his tv ^^,

While waiting for his return we had an awesome sing off !! lol and headbanging fun az. While talking to ryaan & tyler (:

When hamish came back from his shower, his hair was wet. He looked so incredibly cute ! He was eating his towel,and smiling the cutest wee smiles ! (: That made me smile, and then that made me realize how much I miss him.. and in a month he had changed my whole life..He talked to me like no other guy has. Hes so fun to be around, since ive only seen him four times. But those times I never wanted them to end.. Cuzz its so hard to go and see him. Since its a 1 ½ hour bus trip to rolleston. But its worth it just to see his cute wee face ! I think I will never forget him, but I cant be sure he'll remember me. I get horribly jealous over all the chicks hes friends with.. I feel like a bitch when I do. But I always feel invisible to him.. Hes the only guy I think of in that way.And i havent thought of many guys in that way. Two. I really cant understand what happens to me when im around him. I cant talk and my body always notices hes around.. Now im just sounding like a like sick teenager.. Anna changed love to like btw.

Oh great anna spent her money for our GHDS.. We only have 70$ now..

I must go and set the table.. Write again soon peace out x Oh great mums yelling at me now.

Any where you go ill be proud of you..

Well atm im at callans (: Its pretty fun.. since we've moved the couch over next to the computer so we could talk to hamish tonight.. But he went off after a interesting talk :/ I was hoping I could talk to him tonight.. Since its always hard to get on MSN back home cuzz anna always seems to be on.. or my mum has my laptop. *callan rages* *changes song on my mp3*

Toodaay was good (: i did Drawings and finger paintings. ahahah And did camwhoring!
Lots of it... Gotta love camwhoring.
Note to self: Must still camwhore with hamish
But im always am to shy around him to get my camera out ._.

Callan can count to eight ! 0: 0: 0:
Amazing wee girl !
I can count to 9 0:
coz im more of a amazing wee guuurrrl - love from callan

*steals key board back off callan*

Well im gona leave this at it is now..
Ill write again soon peace ouuuuuuttt x